DreameR

wow~ what happened?

2007-11-18T14:21:00.000+11:00

full on disappeared from here for days rite??

well lirong and i found another new blogging place recently..dun worry it's not the same one..haha..so yeah, we are testing to see if it is any good..if so we will transfer permanently..

..yup..so trina and friends are going japan on

january 9th.

tixs are booked..so happy... excited.. very looking forward to the food there..

pls work with me

2007-11-07T17:10:00.000+11:00

please work with me ok.
it's already very hard for me to get someone to get us such good tickets already, i still have to plan the accomodations and air-tickets..please at least sit down for ONE FUCKING DAY so we can discuss..

Jackie, thanks for planning the accomodations in tokyo..kyoto we will think of something ok.

seriously, u guys have uni rite..omg so many assignments... i tell u want i have in this period of time ok..i have

1. Work...i start work at 8:30pm i end at 5pm everyday..except on monday & Wednesday at 3:30pm. i have to work in a project team.. i have expectations to meet because i am the youngest. I have datelines to meet too.

2. I have TAFE. FYI, i am in my DIPLOMA yr..and yes..i do have fucking case studies and assignments to do too.

3. I have to ORGANISE accomodations, air-fares, check out how the fuck we are suppose to go to Osaka-jo Hall from accomodations i have short-listed, how long it will take to travel from the short-listed accomodations to the train station leading to JR line, how long it takes from the airport to the accomodations....check with Akiko-san that things are fine...

if you think juz throwing me a wad of cash will solve everything then u are wrong..i am not a travel agent. if i am, i take commisions.

You want to do all this yourselves? You think you can do all these yourselves?

Go ahead man..Break a leg~ Have loads of fun on the way.

please make it at the destination tomorrow..and above is only watashi hambun no kimochi. Inteprete it watever u want.

i am going to slp.

TEAM Building

2007-11-04T10:25:00.000+11:00

i need to ask those that are going to OSAKA out for..

TEAM BUILDING..

need to plan ..TEAM BUILDING!!

i want this to be memorable..so i need cooperation!!!

Discussions...TEAM BUILDING!!

DID YOU HEAR ME!!!

~*~

hurry Xmas is coming out in 10 days..haiyaku!!

sometimes

2007-10-30T11:42:00.000+11:00

you know sometimes you feel this immense amount of anxiety on you. Sometimes it feels so heavy and you can't breathe...makes you think that if you just stop struggling and let it overwhelm you, things will be alrite. but sadly, it consumes you until you want to cry...

i am so stressed. Accomodations..JR passes to plan.. i have assignments to you know.. i tried. seriously i am trying my best. I started this, i will see it thru th end, but i think i might be reaching the limit soon. Quick..i hope this is settled soon..i am slowing dying inside..

and here i am trying to gain certain control... i want to be skinny. i need to be skinny.

sometimes ppl juz think that their life is so full of shit when they have a roof over their heads ..when they say their parents dun understand them...when they whinge abt practically nothingless.

i seriously feel like giving them a tight slap on their face. why the fuck are u whinging. Seriously u think this is an issue. Lemme tell u this ok,

WHEN YOUR LIFE VIRTUALLY REVOLVES AROUND MONEY. THAT IS AN ISSUE!

you don't know how much i am keeping tabs on what is going in and out of my pockets..fucking pissed me off ok. i have to worry whether i have enuff to pay each week's rent b4 i get evicted by my own mother. Yes, she has threathened to evict me if i don't pay rent.

Furthermore, the rent doesn't cover up any utilities bills and my internet plus my mobile.

now how would you like that then?

Wow trina is earning big bucks in australia! TRINA'S RENT WEEKLY IS $300 AUSTRALIAN DOLLARS ITSELF OK!

you fucking go figure. i am a wreak now.

Material Girl

2007-10-28T21:03:00.000+11:00

we all live in a material world..and i'm juz a material girl

- Madonna : Material Girl

Ibara no Namida

2007-10-21T13:00:00.000+10:00

after so many years... L'Arc~en~Ciel is still so...SUGOI~~

btw, yukihiro-sama's(drums) 10th year with L'Arc~en~Ciel is coming..Omedetto..

Here's another look on how SUGOI they are after 15 (should be 16) YEARS..and going...

L'Arc~en~Ciel's 15th L'Anniversary - live in Tokyo Dome 2006...one of my favs..

IBARA no NAMIDA..(hyde-sama...*melts*)

L'Arc~en~Ciel's 15th L'Anniversary - live in Tokyo Dome 2006.. my number 1 fav...

METROPOLIS...(muhaha, michelle..I am not dirty-minded..it's just the song~~)

it's here

2007-10-20T13:02:00.000+10:00

到了...

my sofa is here..

有人說她是華人ｒｉｇｈｔ？？　ｏｋ！　那今天換中文好了．．．好期待去日本看Ｌ’Ａｒｃ～ｅｎ～Ｃｉｅｌ表演．．

ｈｙｄｅ－ｓａｍａ，ｙｕｋｋｉ－ｓａｍａ，ｋｅｎ－ｓａｍａ，　ｔｅｔｓｕ－ｓａｎ．．知道為什麼　ｔｅｔｓｕ　只是稱呼為　＂ｓａｎ＂　嗎？？　因為我越來越討厭他．．．　他一開口，　我就覺得頭好疼．　ｗａｎｎａ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｙ？？　因為他很假．．．

哇靠～～　大中文真的好　ＭＥＮＤＯＫＵＳＡＩ NA!!!

算了, 新的 sofa 已經到了...呵呵~~ 我先去試睡一下下了~

Remind me again never to type in chinese miss PONNYPAD~~

lemme go and slp on my new sofa and dream of haido-sama..remember to give him a kiss here ok?

~*~

To all,

I removed my pics, cuz i am sick of looking at my own face anymore..it's so yucky. That's abt it.

2007-10-19T14:22:00.000+10:00

私を殺してください...すぐに私を殺します...

いいえ私を殺しません..それらを殺してください...それらは私を傷つけます..

呼吸することができません。

動かない。。。気もち悪い。。。

sick of this..死ぬ方がよいかもしれません。

2007-10-18T14:28:00.000+10:00

毎日。。毎日。。。this feeling... so heavy..

あなた誰？？　私？　時間も速い。。。

疲れた。。。

うそじゃない。。

disgusted

2007-10-17T09:58:00.000+10:00

観えるカ？　観てください。。。

気もち悪い。。。

何故かコノ気もち。。。

わかない。。。　でも、イイですか？？

The thin line..

2007-10-15T09:32:00.000+10:00

Do you believe in nothingness...

Existence of the non-existant...

~*~

i am floating in non-existence...
my boat awaits
let me sink

~*~

Another useless post of what i've done last weekend.

bought a sofa for my living room...managed to save a little more for osaka..i have been thinking a lot.

like i am i gonna do with my life and stuff like am i gonna be stucked in a 9-5 routine.. i dun want that..but i have to..

Money is not the thing... money is EVERYTHING.

Michelle, i really wanna ask Doiha-chan this question,

"What does family mean to you?"

tetsu ..who else

2007-10-11T01:08:00.000+10:00

I saw something in the forum which said,

"BTW, which man likes skinny girls?"

I was thinking..."holy shit! This person must be some kinda heavy bitch who has no life except sitting in front of the computer drooling at L'Arc and endlessly posting on forums. I felt like replying...

"Your FAVOURITE L'Arc..tetsu..."

cuz he said it himself.."I like skinny girls!" on numerous interviews...

i wish ppl in denial like her should juz go fuck themselves and spare a thought for ppl like me who is trying very hard to weigh like i was 13 years old again...i refuse to take full-length photos for the time being..

On a lighter note, i made a nice friend today on the forum...her name is Michelle and she lives in sydney too..very nice person to talk to..and patient with my ramblings...her uni lifestyle reminds me of my PONPAD...

i miss u PONNYPAD~~~

~*~ DENIAL DOES NOT EQUATE TO CONFIDENCE OR IGNORANCE ~*~

2007-10-09T14:17:00.000+10:00

i ordered two upcoming L'Arc~en~Ciel CDs..

* Hurry X'Mas SINGLE w/DVD
* KISS album

Still contemplating whether to get the Chronicle 3 DVD..

What i did last week,

*unpacking..
*cleaned toilet and bathtub
* vaccuumed again
* i corrected ppl's graffiti.. (will post the pic a few days later..)
* bought a 'L' plushie at animania..

~~~

Amane Misa's pic will be splashed on this page soon..

COSPLAY..by yours truly.. *shy siah~~*

PonPAD!! SOBSSSSSSSSSS!

I moved!

2007-10-02T15:19:00.000+10:00

it is official.

I moved out already!

I have total FREEDOM!!!

..but..

i am ...

TOTALLY BROKE!

image. stigma.

2007-09-24T21:45:00.000+10:00

i burden myself.

image.

self-consciousness. Can it be perceive as inferiority complex?

I cannot walk out of the house as it is once i wake up.

Image.

Society's requirements...

Women look nice when they are thinner..

Contridiction, men don't like women to smoke...

How the hell did you think i manage to lose weight..

hmm.."I woke up 6kg lighter."

Uso..

It's not the only way..but it worked for me.

Fuck.

I've had enough of society's stigma.

Go fuck yourself!

people can just ask for that much

2007-09-19T14:10:00.000+10:00

people can only ask for so much.

sometimes your body just gives way after pushing so hard.

stupidity is an essence of every human.

yet none realise that IMPERFECTION is broken down to "I M PERFECTION".

When will we be satisfied?

When will I be satisfied?

Am i or i am.

HYDE!

2007-09-16T18:33:00.000+10:00

PONPAD let's SCREAM together!

1!

2!

3!

HYDE!! BTW..tetsu is the one rite behind hyde in the middle..i like...

15th L'Anniversary

2007-09-13T18:15:00.000+10:00

it is here!!!! It is here!!!

Mieru ka!??! SCROLL DOWN!!!!

Can you imagine i left work early for this?

Bubble wrap still...

Glossy DVD book...even has a nice " 15th L'Anniversary" Ribbon in BLACK!

Where the postcards are kept... Only FIRST-PRESS RELEASE will have it!

All their pics..even has one really old-old image..I felt scared looking at..

I know you wanna SLAP my SMUG face...

SORRY~ I GOT IT AFTER 1 day of it's release...

2007-09-10T13:56:00.000+10:00

ok!

i am not in a habit of multiple postings a day but i just checked my gmail...

My...

L'Anniversary DVD

IS POSTED!!! OMG!! Another few more days!!!!

HAIDO!!! H.Y.D.E!!! HAIDO!!! DOI-HA CHAN!!!!!

p.s First-press release is sold out already btw if you look at the link i posted previously..muahaha!! i've got the postcardssssssssssssssssssss!! i wun sell them AT ALL!!!

APEC Weekend

2007-09-10T11:53:00.000+10:00

i survived my APEC weekend in the city.. yeah..

even went around the city looking at black hawks flew pass my head.

Jaclyn.. another 2 days till the release of L'Anniversary...

I AM SO EXCITED!! i will juz shit myself silly!

GIVE ME TETSU OGAWA!!!

Laruku - 15th L'Anniversary DVD

2007-09-05T12:42:00.000+10:00

i have commited a serious crime..

I went and pre-order this

http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=KSBL-5847

And via express post.. which cost like 110 Aussie Dollars...

I cannot control myself ok! I have been waiting for WOWOW to release this as a DVD for like more than a year!

3 Hrs worth of L'Arc!!

Jaclyn, don't worry you will be the first on to watch it with me and then we can be idiots and cheer on your sofa!!

"LARUKU BANZAI!!!"..."SUGOI OMOSHIROI!!" "HAIDO! HAIDO!!" "YUKKI!!!!!!!!!!!"..."TETSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"..."KEN-CHAN!!!!!!!!" "KAKOII!!"

mostly... "HAIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! H.A.I.D.O! HYDE!!! HAIDO!!"

*see how a deprived jrock fangirl i am? who want to sponsor me tix to L'Arc concert next yr?*

btw, Tom is getting me their latest KISS album for christmas. Who wants to get me the "Hurry Xmas LTD EDITION DVD single" ??

Anyone? No? Anyone? NO? ANYONEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

OH PLEASE GET ME THAT!!!! OH PLEASEEE PLEASE GET ME THAT!!!!!!

Some people..

2007-08-30T14:43:00.000+10:00

Some people just like to act so strong while blogging but in actual fact they are crumbling inside...

Be a man... don't just push all the blame to Miki and act soooooo great and strong when you blog... and then beg and cry evryday to her.

How could you ask for her forgiveness then curse her life just because she said there isn't hope of a future reconciliation? I don't know whether to laugh or be angry at you...

Laugh : Cuz you begged for forgiveness for being so mean to her then when she said no to a reconciliation you said, "I curse you for life! I don't wish you any luck in the future at all!" (YEAH, as if by saying that she is doomed..yeah alrite continue thinking that way)

Angry: How can you say such stuff when she has forgiven you. You work what? Like part-time or something and you think you are rich already is it? It's not being materialistic it's personal stability. How can she see a future with someone who takes money so lightly.

But ultimately i chose "Laugh" because i find his antics totally hilarious. Maybe because i am too old and cynical to be affected by such words.

Hilarious. I used curses when i was ... 10? 15?

To Miki : Mei ah, Jac, Myy n myself are proud of you. We will always support you. I will still say 分手快乐，祝你快乐。。你可以找到跟好的！！このやろう。。。forget about him!

To Jac & Myy : I got violated by her .. bloody fed up man! AGAIN!

~~

What a relief, PonPad is back from Tibet.. the land of ...boiled lamb?
Anyway, she took really cool photos, for more info go to her blog. I think she is fit to live up the mountains... reminds me of the Kung!Bushmen thingie she and Shou-lover talked abt.

Ah RoY, i also feel very upset abt your lost mobile phone chain... today it hit me hard, cuz.. IT WAS MY MONEY & GOODWILL THAT I GOT YOU THAT!!! Sad man!! It's like our friendship gift cuz we both have one!! #$%@^!!

Dustbin, you bz ar? No more mail for you leh.. help me hug ash...I love DOGSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! Get me one..

I am going to attend my first baby shower of my lifetime.. i feel so old really. AND.. one of my colleugue got engaged 3 weeks ago.. 22 yrs old... ii ne~~

slack

2007-08-21T16:42:00.000+10:00

i have been disgustingly slack.

I haven't done my nails in 3 weeks.

I haven't clean up my desk in months.

I haven't find any empty boxes even though i am moving out in 5 weeks.

I haven't called my friends in singapore in ages (sorrie Dustbin, PonPad & Roy).

I haven't been saving lately.

I haven't downloaded BLEACH since ep 125.

Accomplishments:

I have been meeting Jaclyn, Myy & Miki regularly. (I have a social life at last)

I have bought my Misa dress..& Wig..& False Eyelashes..

I went on a ski trip.

I ditched a sicko friend (good riddance! Cho DE!)

I lost my baby fat... (I found out when I tape measured my thighs, waist, arms..the works)

I almost finish borrowing a whole shelf of manga.

I am buying furniture for MY NEW PLACE!

Jesus.. I'm fucking SLACK aren't I?

Lazy PIG!

2007-08-07T11:27:00.000+10:00

Apologies to Jaclyn & Myy...i have been lazy. haven't blogged about our ski trip yet..so sorry..

just wanna say something,

TANOSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~~ WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!! YEAHH envy us~~ YO! YO! YO! (Myy ah, dun kill me~~)

Lastly...

all i have to say is, some people just don't learn their lesson. Take things for granted. When the shit hits the fan, they run. Acting stupid is not cute it's sheer embarrassment for our age.

Cho de~

Harry potter and the Deathly Hollows..Part 1

2007-07-23T10:30:00.000+10:00

私のきもち。。。

このHARRY　POTTER のｻﾂﾊﾟﾝﾂ、すごいだね！！！

I queued up at Borders in the city..fucking pissed the shit outta me cuz i pre-ordered.

時間：8：20A。M

回路と：12：18P.ｍ！

何じゃ。。くそ～はやいじゃない！

i will stop here.. spoilers will be up in a weeks time.

ハイドさま。。だいすき！！！！

Harry Potter - OOTP (Advance Screening)

2007-07-11T22:10:00.000+10:00

Once again... It is time for me to give another review of the latest

HARRY POTTER and the ORDER OF the PHOENIX.

I had the Honour of watching the advance screening together with Tom and a buncha squealing...kids. Yes, i meant like 5 yr old kinda kids.

First few seconds of the movie really drew me in because of the change of scenery from previous ones. Very mellow and attention grabbing. (Note to girls : Dan Radcliffe.. Hot! You can see his rippling muscles in the first few seconds!)

Grimmauld Place was... disappointing. I have always pictured it to be something like a mansion. Something better than the Shrieking Shack. But an Apartment? Seriously, modernism really sucks here.

Must mentions : Helena Bonham Carter was an excellent pick for the role of Bellatrix Lastrange.

Anyway, my dear Lirong, I've watched it today. Yeah 11th July 2007. Advance Screening. Eat your heart out~~~

one more round?

2007-06-26T18:39:00.000+10:00

Come on ... one more round ...

i think this is gonna be a religion ..

i wun stop till i succeed.

once more..

mou ichido... kyou wa hajime..

DIET ATTEMPT 100000000000000000000002~

Dear Mr. President

2007-06-24T20:52:00.000+10:00

Something touched me when i heard this song, but you know what? I don't think he gives a shit because he is so heartless.

Pink - Dear Mr. President

Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me 
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy (were you a lonely boy)
Are you a lonely boy (are you a lonely boy)
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind (we're not blind)
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pay the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you

RAPE HIM? Yes indeed.

2007-06-11T13:27:00.002+10:00

yes~~ I wanna rape him! OOOOOHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...yes

STFU! He's already 18 so it's alrite for me to drool at him...

FYI, this is not a super-imposed pic of dan radcliffe on some hot stud's body, this is the real him in FLESH posing for his latest theatrical, Equus. Sadly, the last curtain call was yesterday...

Anyway.. juz look at that! HARRY POTTER boy my ARSE!! He screams, "Fuck me! I'm hot!"

Yeah, i'm so gonna ravish you if i can and make my bf do it to u to..if i can force him!

He's hoooooooooooooot.. (whines).... I can't wait to watch his latest HP movie..

out in Australia on 21 July~~~

Wu Eiah Boh??

2007-05-29T12:31:00.000+10:00

Siao hor...many many things happened in soooo few days.

Best friend, Lirong says she will grow long silky hair...can't imagine her to be TRINA TAN aka sadako.

Best friend, Jeslyn finally left Dick... I mean Rick. Aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhh double-meaning , i didn't do it on purpose.

Lao niang, thought i was terminally ill... wait, i think i am terminally ill.... medicines dun work.. i look like someone who has undergone chemo... lao niang... lost 6 kg in 3 weeks... no apetite.. i am not pregnant... can someone remove my stomach and esophagus please!

I need more underwear... i just realised that my underwear looks boring too... mostly BLACK.

I am not emo... they should die.

To Dick (I meant Rick) : You should be glad that a person so old like you can get such a young chick. You cannot afford even a whore ok. So don't talk big! You better watch it ok, I might ask some of my "uncles" to arrest you for purchasing ..what? Thai whores?? You obviously can't afford SG ones.

And one more thing. I AM BIG SHOT! CUZ MY ENGLISH IS BETTER THAN YOU AND I LIVE IN AUSTRALIA. WHILE YOU ARE JUST IN A TIGHT-ARSED COUNTRY. YOU WON'T MAKE MORE $$$$$ THAN WHAT I HAVE. EVER!.....yes cry..you sorry excuse for an ah beng!

Random thoughts/update on work

2007-05-23T12:44:00.000+10:00

Read something on local papers about teenagers plotting to reanact the Columbine Shootings all around NSW schools.

Kinda disturbing what media can do. Especially to kids that are more vunerable and easily influenced, i.e ages 13-16.

Really lack of love for themselves and propriety. 没家教！

无人教侍！(boh lang ga xi) - taiwanese

Sometimes, hormones are to be blamed, but if they have proper guidance and hang around positive people it will help them through...

~*~

On a ligher note, I am a trainee CA now. Get to learn more about handling construction documentations... omg~~ so exciting..i can touch forbidden stuff!!

Pay rise pay rise pay rise!! i can see it!!1 i can see it..next month next mmonth next month!!!!!!!

And yes, i did my nails again...this is my 3rd time doing them...after sg.. so nice..love nail art...3 weeks once..so vain~~~

结婚。。

2007-05-01T11:48:00.000+10:00

为什麽这么多朋友结婚了。。。这么年轻就结婚哪好？？？

笨！

Not that i am being negative but you see, i love life.

Being young and free at 21 is an asset. Because I am just beginning to embrace life.

Travel, shop, spas...all these are signs of independance.... i love independence...

如果你们不觉得有道理的话，我无话可说。

你们简直在丢下自己的生命。把青春给抛弃然后结婚生小孩。。。你有没有搞错？？

It is beyond my understanding why someone would take that sort of risk.

Is ｉｔ worth testing you independence THAT　ＦＡＲ？？

Finito

2007-04-16T22:28:00.000+10:00

...I'm back in Sydney...

21st B'day.... COMPLETE!!

Thank you all for attending my birthday in SG. Thank you all for making my birthday celebrations possible.

Mummy & Wayne: Thanks for the MP4 ipod~~

Grandma & Geok Yee: Thanks for the cake and angpow.

Yee Yee : Thanks for the angpow.

Choo Yee : Thanks for the angpow.

Andreanna: Thanks for the anna sui lipgloss and eyeshadow palette~~~ Love them to bits!! Anna sui rules~~~ Congrats on ur engagement once again!

Lirong/PonPad : Thanks for the PHALLIC balloons and the k-ing days... paiseh this time round i couldn't "ton". Thanks for the gold bracelet!!

Roy : THANKS for suggesting to tie up those balloons so they look like penises!! Thanks for being a labourer that day! And the miss piggy/para pic...thanks huh.. I have to hide my face now!! Haha!

Jeslyn : Why u spend sooooooo much!! Thanks for the ring rouge, it was really a pleasent surprise..the dustbin i will cherish de. & the rest of the lala zhup zhup expensive stuff inside..thank u very much!! Heng u din give me a piggie too.

Rachael : Thanks for cleaning up the cake mess and the perfume.

CB Members: Thanks for the OURAN fanbook! Omg, i was so surprised you guys got me that. Actually roy wanted to get me that from a website but sold out already..so thank you very much. That is my latest porn! HAHA! BTW, who did the painting and the earrings ah?? Thanks leh!!

Shumei : Thanks for the necklace...we went mad at mahjong, luckily no one "hoot" us! HAAAHHA!

Dex & Xiang : I didn't know u all really will go leh!! Soo happie u guys turn up!! And yes dextor, u were at my party, i have pics to prove! AHHA! Thanks for the mochi guys.. i eat them all the next morning! None leftover!

Yingru & Jiexiang : Thanks for coming leh..i was very surprised that you guys managed to turn up. Sorrie for not talking to u guys much but i am really touched that you guys could come. Yingru, u owe me facial spas now!! When i come back next time, both of u should meet up with lirong and i again ok!! Thanks!!

Hum-sup lo & Shou-sao : Thanks for the DS game! Very fun, took me a while to learn how to play it, but it's damn addictive. Now it's one of my favs besides Animal Crossing! Thanks huh... must meet to K again...this time shou sao definitely must join us.

Tom : That is the most gorgeous fucking...bracelet i've ever owned! I will treasure it! Thank you very much.. love u!

ppl who celebrated for me in sydney..

Phuong & Sharon : Thanks for the white gold necklace. You will always be my best sydney clubbing buddies!

Yen : i love beads...thanks for the necklace!!!

Olivia & paedric : Thanks for the card and TWENTY-ONE dollars in it!! HAHA!

Andrew : Thanks for shouting my dinner and drinks and the angpow. Dai low, dun spend so much lah. Hao lian project engineer ah? HAHA!

Shinie : Thanks for the free facial products heaps!!

Patty & Jac : Thanks for the YSL perfume, swarovski necklace and BLEACH characterbook...that's one of my porn now too~~~

Pics will be up later..i'm still wrestling with my new camera...

Wishlist '07

2007-03-24T13:08:00.000+11:00

Sorry i took so long to get this up...i'm a little doubtful with posting this up..so... here it goes...

- Bleach plushies, you can get me anyone but i want to have uryuu n ichigo the most..NO KON pls!

- Samsung SGH-X830 Pink "Twister" mp3 player mobile Phone.
- Dior Sunglasses (i've been drooling over this range for ages cuz it's the biggest!!) These two are the best colours to have :Dior Glossy 1/S-584LF, Dior Glossy 1/S-KDDPB.

Christian Dior - Dior Glossy 1/S range

- Anna Sui DREAMS EDT : this is my 5th year wearing this.

- Shopping vouchers.

- Dior Watch? Anyone is fine.

- Marjolica Marjorca cosmetics... I wanna try em!~~

- Manicure voucher (don't want pedi, cuz i hate it).

- ANIME character guidebook/picturebook. eg, xxxHoLiC, Tsubasa Chronicle, Deathnote, BLEACH: Memories of Nobody, OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB ..if anyone can find ouran, i'd die in happiness!!~

- Nintendo Ds lite Games. Would like the deathnote, Bleach ones, Cooking Mama, Mario kart. (dn't get, the sims2, animal crossing, nintendogs, pokemon dungeon i got le).

Thanks ah... paiseh ...and i hope no one buys sama item~

note

2007-03-22T06:31:00.000+11:00

My wish list is gonna sbe up tonight.....

Anyway this is for lirong, i dunno why the bloody blogger doesn't post my comments on ur bloggy..but juz to tell u Tom n I will be in DFS Airport till 3:30pm so u and gracie can still come and pick us up...ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD/....

Simi addidas or roxy jackets?? Can show me pics anot huh??

我要回家。。。

2007-03-20T08:33:00.000+11:00

this is one of the times where i stop and think..

为什麽我那么辛苦的做工。。。

but anyway, this entry is to tell people..that i am...i am..

gonna be in SG in 10 days time!! buahhaha! But of course i dun need u guys to pick me up cuz i know you guys are working. （me will arrive in the afternoon this time.) Xcept..Lirong has promised to pick me up..so..yeah. will see u all in the evening??

BTW, who can lend me their hse in the day to do my work (your parents must be at home or else who will let me in?)。看啦，去relax 也不行。。。不行！

sian 1/2 liao.

p.s today is my 老妈's birthday~~~~

Another one of those days.

2007-03-04T15:24:00.000+11:00

Tom visited me in Sydney on thursday and stayed till Sunday afternoon. I guess he should be home by now.

Had loads of fun on fridy attending the Animania Staff cruise. Managed to show tom what the harbour looks like at sea.

Saturday, stayed out late in the city. We got.... DEATHNOTE the MOVIE on DVD (sugoooooooooooii~~) and i found Shutter on dvd for $14..i just bought it...Then we went to Neutral Bay to eat teriyaki don and CURRY UDON!! CURRYYYYY UDON~~~ So long i haven't ate that stuff..fuck the diet. Actually we planned to watched deathnote and Shutter respectively ala marathon..but that idiot.. fell asleep halfway thru the 1st movie which is deathnote~~ WTF man!! Anyway, he is having a flu, so i watched till the end of deathnote and ZzZ~

Then today had to rush to print out the fucking boarding pass. My printer is screwed.

Anyway I've got one word to concluded my weekend...

SATISFIED.

kuakuakua

2007-01-08T13:00:00.000+11:00

I dunno why i can't post more than 5 pics!! Well i try to now ok..

This is '06 Christmas dinner..very long ago le..like on december the 5th. Tom still in sydney then. So all the close colleugues got together. Eat at Tony Roma's..

Le(Accounts) n Wayne..Le hungry le...

Lauren, Wayne n Peter..Those two guys from estimating..

Quite a lot of ppl, but half of them not from the company cuz Phuong go and bring outside friends..Can u spot my mummy??

Phuong & Michael..also hungry le..

Can u see my ugly face n Tom??

Sharon, Peter n Phuong..plus phoung's "xtra" friends..

Wayne hungry le..ordered 1st.

Mummy, Michael n I.

Lauren n Wayne..

Tom n I!~~

Michael n Kenneth..why michael made such a face i also dunno.

Phuong siao liao.

My company's siao langs!!

Kenneth and Le.

Yen n Peter.

Kenneth n Le..tired of eating le..

Phuong almost gone liao..

Sharon, Me n mummy.

Ye n her Hubby. Cute sia newly weds.

My clubbing/drinking/siao kakis....drink until flat on the floor!!!

Phuong gone..Le 'high'~~ HAHA

Me n my ah lao!
I just have to post one more of time! So 'high' man!!

Ah..paiseh liao rite??

Both also high liao..micheal is damn crazy!! P.S all photos curtesy of michael's camera..he high liao still can take so many pics..hahaha!!

Stay tune next time. It's my company's X'mas celebration..big big big!!

BRYAHBOY!!

2007-01-06T11:14:00.000+11:00

OH MY FUCKING-CHICKEN-McNUGGET-PIGS-COULD-FLY

TIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I sent a pic of wat's inside my bag to bryanboy's affiliated link called insideyoubag.com ....u know juz for fun....then i didn't check that website so long..and u know what i found?!?! I FOUND MY BAG inside there...sia suay liao....like 1 and a 1/2 years ago I was working as a pre-school teacher..you know photographed in my bag got what anot?!?!?!?!? KUAKAUAKUA

NAHHH... go and see this website! I am sure u will know which one is my bag..i think dustbin and lirong will know immediately.

My bag on Bryanboy's insidemybag.com

Eh i feel very itchy, wanna post my Nine West bag on it this time leh..

2007-01-05T06:44:00.000+11:00

if u want to know the meaning abt ANGER ask me.

The sense of ungratefulness ppl have..I hate it.

If you want to act like Paris Hilton, here are a few check points b4 u step out of ur hse:

1. Are u stick thin or in denial of being obese?
2. Are u hot/pretty? How can fat ppl dun have any boobs..totally ugly and disgusting ok!

3. Lastly, are u rich?? CUZ IF YOU GET YOURSELF DAMN DRUNK AND U WANT TO HANG AROUND WITH ME AND TOM, YOU WILL GET ME IN TROUBLE CUZ U ARE UNDERAGED AND N BAD DRUNK!

yUCK, i hate those kinda girls. Her bf had to take care of her drunk friend cuz she herself is a drunk idiot who " die, die, also must watch the fireworks!" ...selfish... And she almost pushed her friend on the road cuz we missed the tram...

U CALL URSELF A BEST FRIEND? OPEN YOUR EYES AND ADMIT YOU ARE AT FAULT AND MOVE ON. STOP ATTACKING ME N TOM CUZ WE HAD TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR FRIEND. YOU HAD NO PART IN IT!

yah, that's the spoiler for my new years in melbourne. Fun huh?

2007-01-03T13:17:00.000+11:00

Cuz the lovely Jeslyn & Lirong would want me to blog..so i blog..short short!!

My trip to melbourne once again was fantastic (i want to eat fan-tastic chicken..)!!

Resolutions for '07:

1. Please dun go overweight again...
2. Where's my 10k?
3. Move out..really this time!

I planned my holiday in singapore le...hehehehhehee..can u hear me cackle??

p.s : pics will be up tonight!

Cows or Kows?

2006-11-13T06:37:00.000+11:00

I took this off Merlin's Bloggie...Which she took from the Harry Schultz Newsletter.. Read properly ah..makes sense ok!

SOCIALISM:
You have 2 cows, and you give one to your neighbor.

COMMUNISM:
You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you
some milk.

FASCISM:
You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you
some milk.

NAZISM:
You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you.

BUREAUCRATISM:
You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the
other, then throws the milk away…

TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM:
You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull.
Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows.
You sell them and retire on the income.

AN AMERICAN CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows.
Later, you hire a consultant to analyze why the cow has dropped dead.

A FRENCH CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You go on strike, organise a riot, and block
the roads, because you want three cows.

A JAPANESE CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the
size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk.
You then create a clever cow cartoon image called Cowkimon and market
it worldwide.

A GERMAN CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You re-engineer them so they live for 100
years, eat once a month, and milk themselves.

AN ITALIAN CORPORATION:
You have two cows, but you don’t know where they are.
You decide to have lunch.

A RUSSIAN CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You count them and learn you have five cows.
You count them again and learn you have 42 cows.
You count them again and learn you have 2 cows. You stop counting cows and open another bottle of vodka.

A SWISS CORPORATION:
You have 5000 cows. None of them belong to you. You charge the
owners for storing them.

A CHINESE CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You have 300 people milking them.
You claim that you have full employment, and high bovine productivity, and arrest
the newsman who reported the real situation.

AN INDIAN CORPORATION:
You have two cows. You worship them.

A BRITISH CORPORATION:
You have two cows. Both are mad.

IRAQI CORPORATION:
Everyone thinks you have lots of cows. You tell them that you
have none.
No-one believes you, so they bomb the shit out of you and invade
your country.
You still have no cows, but at least now you are part of a
Democracy….

SURREALISM:
You have two giraffes.
The government requires you to take harmonica lessons

HONG KONG CAPITALISM:
You have two cows. You sell 3 of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at the bank.
Then you execute a debt/equity swap with an associated general offer so that you get all 4 cows back, with a tax deduction for keeping 5 cows.
The milk rights of 6 cows are transferred via a Panamanian intermediary to a Cayman Islands company secretly owned by the majority shareholder.
He sells the rights to all 7 cows’ milk back to the listed company, and proceeds from the sale are deferred. The annual report says that the company owns 8 cows, with an option on one more.
Meanwhile, you kill the 2 cows because the feng shui is bad.

NEW ZEALAND CORPORATION:
You have two cows. The one on the left looks very attractive.

SINGAPOREAN CIVIL SERVICE
You have two cows. You scold each one everyday before and after milking.
You teach one of them to scold the other.
You instruct them to moo only on command.

AUSTRALIAN CORPORATION:
You have two cows.
Business seems pretty good.
You close the office and go for a few beers to celebrate.

KNN..so fucking thru...lao niang chio ga pengZ liao!!

p.s: Tom's coming this saturday so i wun be online cuz i will be staying at accomodation...only rarely will i be home....

I am an Adult now....even if i'm not 21 yet...CAN U DO THAT OR NOT!??! kuakuakua..i bet all of u still cannot rite..got parents to answer to..my mum, once i stated working hor ..means i'm on my own le.. So if i fuck up..i fuck up..i cannot blame her. Big responsibilities for a big girl! I BIG LIAO LOR!!! kuakuakua!!

Piang eh~

2006-11-05T16:19:00.000+11:00

Sibeh no motivation lah. Now ...Fucking broke..i think i have to sell my undies on ebay already.. Can you guys help me to promote?

Hmm..let's see. Me good. Me been bz that's why me din blog (ok, u can throw shit at me now..) . Me been lazy. Me been broke..oh crap, i said that already.

Anyway, I came back from melbourne thinking that Tom & I will forget abt each other because it's just a lovely dream..but no...still together. He's coming up to sydney for a holiday on the 18 November. Fast rite?

Hmm, i gained weight in melbourne... When u are in love, u fuck care abt ur body image le... even if i dun draw me eyebrows he still can tell me I'm the most gorgeous being on earth. Maybe that is what make angmohs more different lah...

Paiseh huh... Asian guys just ASK FOR TOO MUCH! (ok, u can throw more shit at me)

"eh, someone fat liao huh?"
"I think rebonding/dyed/curly hair better."
"Why you so tall/Short.."
"You wear until liddat look like Cheap/Obiang/act cute/lao"

PIANG EH...look at yourself 1st can anot!!! U think u are what? Prince william? Lee Byong-heon??? Jang Dong-gun?? Edison Chen?? Shaun Yue??? Gu Tian Le?? Brad Pitt??

PUI lah! You wanna compare one pubic hair also cannot lor!

Not say I being picky or racist lah hor. You all this kinda ppl judge this and that, who will u be satisfied with? You think ppl like Lindsay Lohan, Sienna Miller, Jun Ji-Hyun, Ayumi..blah blah will like u? They dun dare , you wanna know why?? Cuz you all this kinda guys will surely find something to pick on them also!

My ah lao may be young, but he sees beyond physical beauty...
I hope we will be together for a long to so we can prove to asian bastards that they are fuckards who will not gain any amount of satisfaction in life.

It's ppl like u all that make girls like me run into the arms of an angmoh...pls dun categorise us as Sarong Party-girls...i think these are very few nowadays.

Thank you.

You can throw egss n shit at me now..cuz i'm the luckiest bitch who has an accepting bf~

Melbourne!!!

2006-09-24T10:51:00.000+10:00

hhahaahha!!

I am so crazy ok! It's like my last few hours in melbourne!!! So SAd!!~ I wanna cry!! Here's what that happened...

Tuesday nite: Crazy fucker waited for me "in" the arrival hall...i wasn't expecting it..thought he will meet me outside...fucker scared the shit out of me..but he smells nice..so i forgive him...Eat dinner together with his pap..he dun wanna lemme pay..VIRGINITY TAKEN!!! ahhhaa*cackles*

WEdnesday: WAlk aimlessly in Chapel St..buahhaa...farnie..ate like too much..wanna go n 'pang sai' with every 10 steps taken. Matt n Kim (his buddies) came over...Matt snores...so loud..we ZzZz upstairs and still we could hear him..

Thursday: we n took photo stickers..will upload them later in a few days time..bought ringsssssssssssssssssssssssss....we are MARRIED! *like real..in my dreams maybe*

Friday: Slack...eat more junk food.Saw Coffee Bean n Tea Leaf!! They dun have it in sydney u know....i foudn it in melb..MEMORIES....lalallaa~~

Saturday : Went to Chadstone. See see n eat eat more..i gained weight..jeans feel tighter...wanna cry cuz going now..

Sunday(NOW): really acn cry already...open the dams..i'm going back...

Citizenship

2006-09-06T09:57:00.000+10:00

"Oh so our are a PR in Australia? I thought you are a citizen here." That's what Tom said to me a week ago.

"I don't mind changing my citizenship to Australian if I get married to someone here." I replied..

"I woouldn't mind anything.." He said.

Subject closed.

I'll need to renew my PR Visa soon. I'll keep on renewing it until it's really pointless. Cuz, I wanna be part of Singapore. I wanna hold onto all my beautiful 17 yrs in Singapore. It has made me grown to the person I am. Friends, Grandma, my aunt.. I don't wanna be Aussie.

Some part of me is still longing...maybe one day...perhaps..

I cannot think like that anymore. It's very unfair to Tom. I love him. I really do. I fell in love once again. It's selfish. Some part of me still thinks that if all were to fail, everyone in Singapore is there to catch me when I fall. An escape. I'm such a coward.

"Come back lah!" - Jeslyn, Lirong, Rachael, Belle...your words always pierce my heart. I miss you all. I miss you greatly.

If only you knew why I still held onto my Singapore citizenship. . .

I have to stop.

I'm such a foolish girl. Hopeless.

2006-09-03T13:51:00.000+10:00

I am such an idiot when i'm in an r/s...cuz i havent' been in one for ages..
See he makes me happie~~

~*~

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
i love you

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
i want to cuddle you so badly now

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
i love j00

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
i want to cuddle u toooo

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
its not long

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
yeah

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
i like u heaps

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
we are perfect partners

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
hehe

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
oh you only like me eh?

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
haha

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
i love u..also..!

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
haha yeah i know they are diff

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
I like you heaps aswell

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
well do u love me then

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
I love you

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
ive never been so serious about anyone.. I really do want to spend the rest of my life with you Trina

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
do u mean it!?

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
cuz i'm posting this on myblog

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
i mean it with all my heart

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
post it

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
I have no doubts

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
i want this more than anything

: 16 days. I love u Thomas - Otanjobi omedetto, Orihime-chan! [ツバサ] : says:
stop adding..it's hard to hightlight this shit

Tom ... Your cries are all vain and everyone keeps trying to take that heart away. (I love Trina) says:
haha sorry

~*~

WTF rite... lol..and another thing..He flashed me...big big big!! Yah..jeslyn, lirong, belle, shumei and who ever that's reading..it's big! Bigger than michael's! HAAH!

Yeah..he flashed me bottom half too alrite~~

I know we are lame~

2006-08-28T20:10:00.000+10:00

Yeah..juz posting some shitty stuff. I think we are the lamest couple u guys have ever crossed paths with...look at what we do everyday (well, I didn't do the screenshots everyday~)!!

this was one of our 1st few msn chats~~ Haven't spoken to each other on the fone.

This was something stupid..cuz i was eating this particular flavour of 'SHAPES', he went away and came back with the same pack! LOL!~~

Did I also mention to u guys he's a shameless cam-whore??
And he watched 'Huo Yuan Chia' last weekend...

Little did he realise..the owner of this blog is a cam-whore too..
..He's dealing with one of the.. QUEEN of 'Zi Lian' Camera-whoring bitch!!!

*slutty face* I look like a fox-spirit~ tee-hee!

And juz moments ago~~ While I was on the fone with him ..and having the webbie cam on again.. I took this!

..KNNBCCB..I always look like shit after work..but i'm relieved that he doesn't mind. Look @ his cute cute baby smile... DAMN..I'm 'hua chi'

..Now all you guys can send me your blessings and wait for tiny TOMs and TRINAs to pop out from myself. (U wish! babies...urrggh..maybe when I'm 35)

Fear..

2006-08-23T21:41:00.000+10:00

Die...Die..die..

I am so zi bei. Arrgghh...my bf's so good-looking. I'm like fucking old and like huge. I dun dare to stand beside him. Cuz i'm short and fat..

No. Actually, I dun think I'm as fat as I was 6 months ago..I hate my shoulders. Is there any surgery to saw my shoulders and make em smaller...my shoulders can rival a rugby player. Shit, my shoulders make me look huge. I hate it. I hate it! I hate it! I HATE IT!

This is one of the reasons why I'd kill myself. Cuz I look like a guy. I am so ashamed of myself..he's so skinny.....

Shite.

omg..how funny!

2006-08-14T22:44:00.000+10:00

Tom is crazy..cuz i left him a user note in chinese on the forum..so curiousity got to him..

Tom says:
ahh
: who is olive_juice_s2@hotmail.com ????? {yakusouku ne..demo uso darou?} [ツバサ] : says:
?
Tom says:
what does it say
Tom says:
lol
Tom says:
hehe
: who is olive_juice_s2@hotmail.com ????? {yakusouku ne..demo uso darou?} [ツバサ] : says:
it says..
Tom says:
my friend isnt on
: who is olive_juice_s2@hotmail.com ????? {yakusouku ne..demo uso darou?} [ツバサ] : says:
i love u so so much......
: who is olive_juice_s2@hotmail.com ????? {yakusouku ne..demo uso darou?} [ツバサ] : says:
then it asks, "do u love me?"
Tom says:
in that case
Tom says:
我好爱好爱你
: who is olive_juice_s2@hotmail.com ????? {yakusouku ne..demo uso darou?} [ツバサ] : says:
lol
Tom says:
haha
Tom says:

Uh-oh..

2006-08-13T05:48:00.000+10:00

I think i made Tom angry..

Cuz when he read my previous blog entry, he bombed my phone with long smses... But i was at mini-animania, so i didn't reply any of his smses, until in the even when i called.. He was explaining and explaining while i kept on interrupting him cuz..My Wallet Got Stolen!! But then he brushed it aside for a while juz to keep on explaining..that poor guy... I was crying on the bus because of him and my stolen wallet..RACHAEL gave me that wallet..and it was STOLEN! That bastard...i hope u are dead by now..got run over by a 4-wheel drive or a truck. MY WALLET! Inside had my IC and my credit card and my key card and my medicare care...fucker!! I hope u die..die horribly! But u stupid thief, u didn't know i have an extra wallet in my bag..so i still had money to go home! STUPID fuckER!

Rachael..my wallet got stolen..i cried. My wallet tht u gave me..

Anyway, he was explaining and explaining..and then he scolded me cuz i dun have faith in him. How do u expect me to have faith in guys??? Relationship has always be a 'using' factor for me. 'Used' for companion..'Used' to look popular..'Used' cuz of peer pressure..I used them, and the used me. That's it! No one ever wants me to be their LIFE-TIME partner. Why? Cuz there's too much burden..cuz i want a life-time partner and hey don't.. Simple answer rite.

Now you guys know why I'm desperate to get a bf? Not as in desperate for any guy who wants me, but desperate for a life-time partner. If i'm juz desperate, i can find any random person, guy/girl wadever (I still like shane ..she's so handsome! :Þ) . BUT NO..i like commitment, I like long-term trust and security. So Tom is scolding me cuz i'm not giving him the chance to prove himself. ARRRGGHHHHH..sorrie. He said he's very scared of losing me and will do everything to keep me. Keep me...I'm more afraid of u using me only then leaving me.

Did i made u frustrated? Did i made u cry??

Sorry. I won't do that again.

Mental Suicide

2006-08-12T02:16:00.000+10:00

I received some stuff from Dustbin and Shumei..thanks huh!
I have "Pattern Chua" again! And this 'pattern chua has a doggie on it..so cute! Pattern chua doggie.. and the earrings hor..spoil leh! Reach me spoil de leh!! And Shumei's hp pouch very cute lah hor! hahaha! I've attached them to my phone already..saw ur letter..makes me go..sigh...6 more months to go rite?! I miss U, ah shu, belle, royyy and Lelong/PonPad a lot a lot!! Fuck..i miss u all a lot ok..u juz dunno how much..u guys have each other to hold onto to cry when u miss me..i have none....it sucks.

I did Jeslyn's mental suicide. And you know what, I really feel stronger! Like i can stand on my own two feet once again.Y i did my mental suicide? Cuz i was being stupid and childish. It's like I'm mad ok. Obsessive-psycho bitch me! You know I'm like freaking out cuz so many girls like him. It's like i'm so scared of losing him or something. I'm a FREAK!

So I did my mental suicide after talking to him. It's like, 'come on trina..it's not like he's the only guy on the market. There will be some other guy if shit happens. Shit does happen..it's nothing.' Then i burst into tears! Fuck! I shock myself that i stopped suddenly.

I'm like so confused ..Jeslyn..Lirong..Shumei..Belle..where are u. I really need to cry on ur shoulders and complain loud LOUD! And belle, i wanna go and drink with u 7 nites in a row...drink until i fall flat every nite and go MoMo~!! I miss MOMO!!

Ok, I'll type up the problem in chinese cuz i dun want him to read.

他在 forum 里认识 this char boh.. 那个是 before 他认识我. 我们如果在 forum 里喜欢某个人我们就会 e-marry. BUT 我听说他 e-married 那个char boh 两次!! U will only do that if 你很喜欢那个人 rite? And the thing that freaks me out is that, 那个char boh juz 不喜欢他 because 她觉得 that 他很 flirty. So..那个char boh 就跟几个在 forum 里的 char bohs 说她 hate 他...but then...the FUCKING STUPID THING I DUN UNDERSTAND IS.. 为什么 this char boh 还一直写信给他!??!?! And worse still, 他还在STILL OK.. 回信..

I am very confused. Who does he really want to be with actually? Sometimes people can say this to me..and say the same thing to another. Sometimes it's just because people have no conscious.. maybe it's true..saying 'i love u' is nothing..u can say it to everyone.

I love Jeslyn. I love Lirong. I love Shumei. I love Belle. I love Rachael. I love Roy. I Love Bianca. I love Tina. I Love Shinie. I Love Becky. I Love Lisa. I Love Pete. I Love Damian. I Love Phuong. I Love my mummy. I Love My aunties and I Love my grandma the most!

HAPPY NOW! Cuz I am abso-fucken-lutely HAPPY!

~*~

Alicia Keyes - Girlfriend

Baby, silly for me to feel this way about you and her
Cuz I know shes been such a good friend
I know she has helped you through

Talkin late on the phone
Every night youve been callin
Private moments alone
And your heart soon be fallin
And I know shes a friend
But I cant shake the feeling
That I could be losing your heart

I think Im jealous of your girlfriend
Although shes just a girl that is your friend
I think Im jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

You said that shes one well to see
How deep youre in love with me
And intentions were not to get inbetween
But I see possibilities

And you say that you feel
Im the best thing in your life
And I know its real
I see it in your eyes
Theres no reason for me, to even feel this way
I know you just enjoy her company

I think Im jealous of your girlfriend
Although shes just a girl that is your friend
I think Im jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

Thats enough to make a lady go crazy

I think Im jealous of your girlfriend
Although shes just a girl that is your friend
I think Im jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

hhahaah

2006-08-06T19:04:00.000+10:00

my bf wanted mi to put this up on my blog..so yeahhhy...kept bugging mi abt it...crazy fucker..lol....

cute rite..he made it for mi.......cuz i'm Pink_Paper_Heart !!!

i read this..i stunned.

2006-08-02T22:47:00.000+10:00

>>A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, 
>>
>>He said...no. 
>>
>>She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. 
>>
>>She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he 
>>replied with a no. 
>>
>>She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face 
>>the boy grabbed her arm and said... 
>>
>>You're not pretty you're beautiful. 
>>
>>I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you
>>forever. 
>>
>>And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

I got this from Shumei...stunned...if i guy tells me no all the way..i scream at him 1st b4 i walk away man..!

wtf!

2006-07-29T20:06:00.000+10:00

yah this was sent to me by my bf (wah..goosebumps..so long din use this word liao).

I know he's aussie but then he still can send this to me it's still damn special...but the joke is more special cuz it's fucking lame and farnie~~AHAHAH!

Trust him to send me something in chinese..

Haitus huh

2006-07-21T13:57:00.000+10:00

Sorrie~~ haitus for so long huh??

Anyway, i'm still doing alrite.. but then...then ..then hor..

I got bf le..well almost-to-be bf LAH!~~

Yah! That was it for last week...this week?? Nothing much at the moment..The huge printer broke down..which means i'm mourning for it..but then someone is servicing it now so it's a relief.

I wanna get that lancome lip gloss which has multi-colours!! How come it didn't reach sydney!~~ KNNBCCB!! Quick lah..one more month, then i can buy Gucci wallet le...buahahahah~~~

Wednesday i started having classes le..very shiok~~ But then sibeh tired, cuz it's like in the evening rite after work..but then still ok lah.

If any of u are reading this now..GET THE FUCK BACK TO WORK!! I'm working my arse off for the past few weeks and i've only have the time and energy to blog now cuz the printer is wreaked...

Anyway, tonight at bianca's then to manly to shake shake like mad!(Dustbin, u think u talk abt MoMo can make be gian..i can shake shake here also!! ahha!) ..no lah, actually, nothing beats MoMo...

Lirong/PonPad: Sorrie leh~~ I told u i wnana call u end up until now still haven't call...dun hate me ok, cuz i will die.

Jeslyn: I miss u biggesy lor!! Dustbin sisters power up..so happie to be able to talk to u this afternoon. The PCD jacket i will get for u de lah..remember hor~~

Roy: When u wanna send me that thing..i very anxious to see it leh..especially the one on the massage chair..ahAHAH!

Tom : Love u!!

Disgusting pple~!!

2006-07-11T19:24:00.000+10:00

Fuck!! How sickening can humans get!!

First we got that case from China where by this sicko lady had snapshots of herself killing a kitten step by step using her high heels!

Now we have those fucking poachers killing baby seals for fun! Baby SEALS ok!! And they are doing it for fun!! WTF is wrong with them!!!?~

OMG! If nadia didn't send me those photos..i'd still think that the China lady is the only sicko!! I am so saddened by those baby seal pictures...i deleted them instantly after i finish..i want to cry. I really feel like crying now as i type this.

I really have no mood to blog for the past few weeks by this thing abt the baby seals..WHY is this happening?!?! You know what, I really cannot define humanity now. ..

mmm...it's been awhile..

2006-07-02T01:20:00.000+10:00

Yeah it's been ahile since I last blogged. Juz a little update on my week now..

I am working in a company at the moment. Full-time. Nice company...no, very nice company. OMG the pple from my department are so nice...but then I'm running out of work to do (Antica, Glenn and Victor!! No more B1's for me to print ah!~?!?).

I have my own desk le, and my cutie stationary..no dustbin(yes jeslyn..no dustbin~ i miss u heaps!) so i have to turn around and use pete's dustbin..his jokes sibeh cold de lor. I told him I was bored cuz I finished my work, then he said he's bored doing work. So i did his.. =__=" then he said, "mm..now i'm bored cuz i have nothing to do." PiangZ! Oh yah, i made a new friend at work called lisa. She damn nice and helpful. 1st day of my work she showed me how to use the big big printer.

Now i look at spreedsheets i am scared...cuz i've been seeing numbers and doing spreedsheets so much it's scary..buahaha! And then..on friday i buay tahan cuz i finish everything agn, I went and knock on antica's office door, sat in front of her and stared at her (cuz she knows when I'm done). Then she shove me her hp and said, "U want to be a PA rite? Here. Start learning how to take messages!" I stared at her..zi tao dunno what to do so she juz punched then numbers of her voice mail and told me to take all the messages of the day on paper.. I pressed 'repeat' many times..cuz i can't hear the names properly..and the words...my goodness! I dunno anything abt construction jargon lor! I juz tee-kum those weird words i heard..then i pass her back her fone after a few hrs.. then i said, "Do u want me to narate the messages to u verbally..it's much easier for me.." She looked at her notes, then she luff at my tee-kum spelling..so i told her i wasn't sure what parts or machines they were talking abt in specific..then she said..she will.. SLOWLY TEACH ME leh!! I'm like so happie lor.

I'll tell u a bit abt the company i work for. It's a construction company..i saw the database and found out they built and are building several stuff..one of them is the Zoo then several hospitals and hotels.. then my duties are..

Morning: Run ard asking the Contract managers whether they have anything specific to be sent out by 4pm and making tea for some of them. Then i go to the pantry to eat a little b4 i update my to-do list (my notebook is cute~). Then i start typing and printing B1 architectural and structural plans..a lot...print print print..check printers to see got jam anot..load papers..

Afternoon: Go to Accounts department to find my mummy and her collegues(my mummy intro me this job de..buahah~) then have lunch wif them..or i leave the building alone to look for bri who works at NAB now. She works juz across the street from me. Then we go walk walk(got heaps of shops) and eat lunch..then i go back..start wif scaning and emailing the plans to the building sites for confirmation...and then the fun and gan chiong part starts at 2:30pm... All B1 plans and mails have to reach our receptionist(lisa's real jiejie) by 4pm..so there are a few ppl who do the same stuff as me like Lisa, pete (sometimes), lauren and alan...so we always compete to see who can print faster and chiong to the copier faster..and yes..i run..i run to the copier..=____=" Cuz these mails have to reach the sites by today or next more(express post) so have to rush..then furthermore, one set can have like more than 200 drawings lor! Then if sway sway the copier hates me and jam suddenly i have to start all over agn..waste time!

Nearing 5pm: Once all mails are sent..i relax le...clear my desk..talk to lisa... walk into my manger's office to see see or talk to them..then go pack my bag and go find mummy..ready to go home...

I can't wait for the day that Antica's gonna transfer me to the estimating department which is upstairs..maybe she's going there also..if not, i'll be under someone new..i hope they are nice to me also...

~*~

Friday evening meet tina after work to club/pub..cuz her uni is like 2 streets away from the company. Piangz, me tina and bri so near to each other now lor..fucking shiok! Then we went to this club that tina intro which is not far from my company..then i saw...my collegue..tsk..siao liao..they now know i luff like siao and drink like siao already. Bad image. Heck care lah..it's a friday leh! But sibeh cool lor..wear pencil skirt and company shirt(yah..very cute de..next time i take pics of it) and club..then i cannot tahan clubbing with collegues ard..so me and tina go to the city which is like 5 mins away from there! Buahahah..we went sublime at darling harbour! Siao liao...so many ppl after work immediately go there..hahaha..all dancing in work attire..damn cool and farnie..we blend in sia!!

And then at 1am++ i heard that song!!!

Honestly ..
If I tell, tell you what,
What you want to know love...If you want me to stay..I'll never leave.
Uh-ohhh...uh-oh~~~

High sia!! Dustbin sisters' theme song!! I so long din here that song playing in clubs le lor!! Me and tina shake like siao!! Then tina shouted, "Ni gan ma na mo HIGH!!!" So i shouted back, "Wo zai xiang jeslyn..ye bang ta shake. So i shake double!" AHahah! farnie sia~~

Then end of the nite..leg pain liao..cuz wore high heels to work..stand most of the day..plus clubbing after work in those heels..pain! I told tina, "If u chop my legs off now, i would feel a thing cuz it's so numb.."

Saturday din do much..all i know is that i won lotto..not much nia...juz $122.05 but then still lucky lah..cuz i never buy b4..1st time buy then win..happie.

Sun morning..which is like a few hours from now, going to yum cha wif my mummy and some of her collegues..eat agn..*bangs head* .Suan le...dieting.. FAIL!

~*~

To,

Dustbin : I will email u at work at lunch hor! The company block all msn usage including web messenger..i asked the IT staff le to confirm..hai~ But then still can email me lah! I forgot what's my company email addy..but then when i know i will tell u. Miss u lots!!

PonPad : Sorrie leh din reply ur msn messages cuz when i reach home u offline le..then i slp earlier cuz i think this job more tired bah. But then dun worry, I enjoy it. How was ur trip to taiwan..tell me all abt it. And also ur FASS camp.. Will still communicate wif u lah hor..u are my lelong afterall!!

Dallas : Erm, i think u still read my blog. Just to ask u ah, u pm me in msn a few days ago regarding jes and tim..i dun get ur message cuz it's pretty vague. Simi dai ji actually? When i saw ur pm u offline le.

Lee : Thanks for telling me abt the BLEACH movie that's coming up. Yah..u know i'll thank u personally! Sorrie, i wasn't online these few days..omg, i dunno what they are gonna show in the bleach movie. I hope i get to see Ishida...i miss him!!

Noodlez : You pm me on friday nite rite? Sorrie u know..i didn't see it cuz when i reach home it was like 5am on a saturday morning so i didn't check my computer and juz went to ZzZZz. Sorrie, i missed the meet-up agn!

Shinie : Meimei ah. Are we doing the yuuko-san/Sakura versions or the Tomoyo/Sakura versions for Animania. Confirm soon k. Then we can meet-up and u can pass me the patterns so i can start making.

~*~

tired liao..i go ZzZ! Will update the pics me and tina did on saturday...hmm..maybe in a few days time..

Why am I so blur~

2006-06-24T17:58:00.000+10:00

Ok..i have to re-read my bleach manga..I am so stupid until i lost the plot..i feel so blur!! My friend was asking me, "what on earth r u talking abt?" when i was talking to her abt it.. Ok, juz so i dun get things mixed up..

Spoilers:

Shinigami + hougyouku(or forbidden demon arts) = Vaizard

Hollow + hougyouku(or ripping of mask) = Arrancar

Wakarimashita ne?!

Ok..wtf is Urahara Kisuke actually? Vaizard?? And how come Ururu went on her kill rampage..do u think the key to defeating these all would be Ururu??

Ichigo is getting very emo~~ Snap outta it already!! The world and soul society doesn't revolve ard u!! U fucking can't protect everyone!

Countin'

2006-06-24T05:06:00.000+10:00

Now i have...$2000 on hand to spend..shit..i need another few more hundreds...

then i can buy a Goyard bag!! OMGOMGOMG!!! Goyard bag is so funky..*hyperventilates*

Need to buy them cuz i haven't been shopping at all..so sad. Juz hitting clubs and eating..wat a waste of money.. I hate my collegues(the old workplc)..arranged for lancome make-up and tiffany sprees din tell me...nah bey..if she din show of her lancome stuff tonight(well technically this morning since it's like 5:06am now..i juz got home) i won't know..KNNBCCB!

Oh yah, and I need to get a shot of Jes's tattoo on her back..it's like..so chio! And it's a one-off design. My goodness, I'm like itching to get one..but then I'm afraid of needles..that design on Dustbin jacket would serve as a nice tattoo..hmm..

Arrgghh..i'm hungry..better zZZz so i wun think of it..anyway i'm shit pissed..$230 gone like that tonight...damn..i need to puke b4 i head off to bed..fucked i'm wasted.

The sorry state of my place

2006-06-19T10:14:00.000+10:00

If I could, I would..

BURN ALL THOSE FEW BOXES THAT ARE LEFT!

Went to bianca's on friday nite..then saturday nite went to Broadway Bar they were having those live band performing 60's rock music! God it was something new! So much fun..our grp consist of Jes, Tina, Bianca, Bri and I... and there was this guy..omg! The puuuuurfect looking bf-material for me. His hair was so nice with cute cowlicks at the base, and he was tall..very tall..and the huge eyes, slim and with specs..broad shoulders! I'd almost died! And he was like standing in front of me staring at the stage so his arse was in my face..I could juz reach over and..ANYWAY.. we were discussing abt him...and i was drooling like mad! When I walked passed him to go to the toilets, i brushed against him..minor orgasm! Then when I got back, i stared at him and he smiled at me..damn! I can't be sure whether the girl who was talking to him was his gf or not..so i didn't ask for his number..fuck it!

Never mind, Tina is fixing me dates with a few guys she knew from uni. She said they are the type that I've discribed to her frequently..so yeah. Bye-bye no-life, HELLO dating scene! "Tao Hua Xun"..time for Miss Trina Tan to experience Tao Hua Xun again~~

~*~

A few pics of my old place and my new place. These were the state they were in b4 i moved in.

OLD PLACE:
Yah, even on the last nite slping in my old place, I haven't unplug my computer. I'm such a junkie!
Bye bye big and spacious cupboard...

NEW PLACE: Wanna know where all the stuff in my room went?

HERE LAH~! Like shite rite..i know..i have heaps of stuff..there came a point where there weren't enuff boxes so i had to make trips from the old place to the new and juz bundle those stuff in my arms and throw them on the pile..

The day we officially moved in..

~*~

I went Cabramatta(is that how u spell it?) A couple of weeks ago..juz to buy food...that was together with my mum. And I had to play to use their public toilets which weren't that fantasic. But then wwhen I entered the cubicle..i saw this..and SHIVER...

SG no such things sia~

PPL shoot up in toilets HERE?! Damn..where's all the discretion??! Of course I didn't look inside the box..scared..BAHHH! Stigma! Scared of being contaminated..what kinda logic is that. I have 'princess-complex', it's hard using public toilets already! Yeah as if..I'll piss on the sidewalk if i'm smashed.

~*~

Know why this section is in pink? Cuz it's dedicated to my Dustbin Jeslyn. Her lastest blog entry is sooo...touching. Aiyo..dun say me until like I machiam very good like that leh, my head will turn BIGGESY! Love you lots la. What you have become today is a good change from the past. Everyday is a another chance to learn about yourself. Yah..we always live life to the fullest.. MoMo junkie lah!! I'm like having withdrawal symptoms from them. Never mind..I am ok..no momo..I make my own MoMo at home ah!! AHAHAHAH!!

Jeslyn ah, even though I dun know you for a long time, I really like you company and i miss it so much. It is always nice to have someone who cherishes time spent with you, even if the both of us are sitting there in silence doing make-up nia..haha! Remember how you always complain abt your eye-liner?

"bu yao zhuang dao wo..wo zai hua eyeliner! Very leceh leh!"

Piangs cannot forget sia..and our contact lenses and mirror obsession! Ahahhaha! Anna Sui rules!!

In order not to make u sad by not seeing me..I'll put my picture here!

Lao niang sibeh chio hor~~

Y my computer so KNNBCCB!??!?!

2006-06-14T17:29:00.000+10:00

Nah beh lah!! My computer cannot detect my phone! How to upload pics like that. I try and try like dunno how many fucking times le! Dun ask me to re-install cuz i did it. Dun ask me to restart my computer cuz i did it so many times also. Dun ask me to unplug and wait for a few seconds and plug it in again cuz i ALSO DID IT!!

Suan le. I pek chek liao. Lemme rest my nerves. In the meantime, I want u all to watch this. this was editted by someone or a team who is definitely very very good at this. This is actually a BLEACH opening credit and was re-made into Cardcaptor Sakura. The tiny screen on the bottom right is the original opening so you guys can compare it with the one from the main screen. It's bloody awesome!

I am not a yaoi fangirl. But I still support watanuki X doumeki. A lot a lot! Why cuz I noticed something incriminating in Volume 6 - Chapter 1 of xxxHOLiC. You know the one where they brought a lamp to collect this wine from a spirit tree.
Look at this! See anything out of norm?

Why is there a heart shape thingie in-between them!!?

Trust me, the spirit tree that they collected the wine from did not have "heart-shaped" leaves and also, there were no SAKURA trees around them.

I swear that CLAMP is trying to screw around with our brains.

'Dai kirai no boku juu-ku sai'

2006-06-05T17:06:00.000+10:00

I moved into the new place already!!! Haahah! I love my new place. Love it the most compared to the 3 other places..omg! I'm like so excited..but then..I am fucking pissed about something in my room..i tell u..

When my mummy asked the hse owner whether they have cupboards he said yes. And my mummy further told him it's because of my huge load of clothes..I dunno how the owner inteprete that but somehow I got 2 CUPBOARDS! Now u may think that having 2 cupboards is every girl's fantasy which will produce an immense orgasm but NOOOOOO!!!!! Why??

Cuz those two cupboards..have NO DRAWERS!!! No fucking drawers..only beams to hang up clothes!! BEAMS!! I almost died of shock when I opened those cupboards a few days ago..Now i have to hang up everything! That includes my jeans and my bras(yah luff all u want. I was desperate!). Luckily I had one of those multi-compartment thingies which can be hung from the beam..i store my underwear and stockings there..CHEE BYE lah..that one also full liao! So this weekend i have to shop for those potable drawers thingie..knnbccb. 2 cupboards..no, PATHETIC 2 Cupboards!!

And then worst thing is, i cannot find my MNG jacket lor. I was saving it for this winter!! See lah..fuck sia! I swear those cupboards are snickering at me again. ok I am done complaining.

~*~

Anyone would be so kind to give me their 'unwanted' xXxHOLiC manga?? I feel like I've commited adultery with Watanuki Kimihiro...my poor Ishida Uryuu ...I still love you lots..but then watanuki has sleepy eyes and i love them cuz they are so blue.. I'M SORRY!! my dear Ishida

My 'affair' Watanuki

Waahhh, damn 'high' sia~ I machiam can get orgasms when I look at cute nerds.. aiyoh, sibeh sicko lor!

Distbin footnote: I door clothes gold cloth medicine bottle Mystige happie. I door paper medicine DUSTBIN SISTERS 4ever as best friends!

My back ache le lah!!

2006-05-28T14:36:00.000+10:00

FEAST UR EYES!!

56 kg of Trina Tan Ying Hui at it's best! I am taller!! Well I look taller!! Very happie, once i'm on heabalife I'll be light as a feather..can't wait! I took these two pics at my new hse...

My room is a little smaller but it's very cosy~ And the toilets are so nice!! There's two!! So i no need to fight for the toilet bowls to PANG SAI in the morning le~~ happie sia!

I'm having backaches already..cannot shift le lah...need the movers...Very tired..

New address will be posted when u ask..dun wanna disclose it in case got pple come and rob me in my sleep.

Wanna know how i slim down de? I took those chinese LAO SAI teas..damn good. They said take 2 cups a day, I take FOUR!! I lao sai until very happie~

BS all da way

2006-05-28T00:55:00.000+10:00

Who ever told u that it's nice, it's not actually.

I smoked my virgin joint today..regretted..CUZ IT MADE ME EAT SOOO much!!

Yuck..i'm disgusted wif myself. Good bye to being 56kg. And I tot i was making progress... Gonzi, do u know where i can get crack? Wanna try it sooooooooooooo badly..

: My life is a tainted canvas. I splashed paint on it frequently.. :

Recording #1

2006-05-26T13:39:00.000+10:00

I assume that you guys will d/l this within the week.
I am fucking fed up and angry~! I have the rite! So shut your face!

Within the span of 7 hrs, I have been pushed aside so RUDELY and ABRUPTLY from 2 dimwits who obviously got me involve in this.. THING!

4:07a.m: Was bombarded with questions. Tried my best to answer, when I wanna put across my OWN VIEWS, guess what? The person said, "It's getting late, u have work in a few hrs. You should go and slp." Thanks a lot. I feel sooooo USED now!

1:20+pm: This person gone all crazy on me. Can't even answer a simple question. Do u think whatever I said would be UNDERSTOOD by her? I doubt so. And guess what again, that person juz SHUT ME UP by going OFFLINE! Juz because u dun want to hear what u LIKE to hear coming out from me doesn't mean that u can juz leave like that.

Thanks for showing me how INSIGNIFICANT my views are! You deserve a HUGE round of applause from ME!

ok, u wanna hear what I have to say finally? Then d/l this.

LISTEN TO THIS!!

I am not Wikipedia so stop asking me stuff, and I dun run a SLAUGHTER HOUSE so stop telling me to kill you.
Just save your apologies...

PEOPLE ACT LIKE THINKING ADULTS FOR FUCKS SAKE! PLEASE!

Overdue pics

2006-05-23T13:50:00.000+10:00

Sibeh overdue pics ..

1st part: Me, Bianca and her cousin from M'sia called Arnold.

2nd part: Slacking on a friday @ Bri's place.

They all sibeh disgusting lor dunno i took the above pic!

~*~

Ok..I'll try and blog something ..

It was Bri's b'day last Saturday. Well, it was the party actually not technically her birthdate. Damn you Dan Tonvmic.. Why didn't u turn up! Bri wanted to screw you and u didn't turn up..u stupid arsehole!

Erm..i love mystige. So far amongst the new members only Dallas spoken to me on msn nia leh. Where the rest gone to sia..

Ok..i'm dying to put this up for a while.. To the 'singers' ..dun scold me hor!! I juz love this so much!!

*edited: Dun to unforeseen circumstances..names are witheld..hehe

Where are u guys??

2006-05-20T01:09:00.000+10:00

I want to cry.. I saw the photo album that jeslyn made for me..and I feel so sad..I cried. I cried very hard! Buckets~

I miss you all SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

~*~
I'll juz go and cry in the corner now...KNNBCCB ..

Drabbles #4

2006-05-19T01:22:00.000+10:00

I am very lazy to explain my msn screename to ppl already. It's getting a bit boring. So I might as well post this up. Once you've read it, you will understand. This is a SONG!! I didn't just think of something so deep ok. My brain has its limits.

Outside comfort in the skin
I am all that you're projecting
Inside feel the rising tide
And the revolutions deafening

I was trying to hide my opposing side
Trying to reconcile my magical light

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)
Do yourself a favor
Save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
(Why'd you want to bother find yourself another)

Sometimes you put all of your desires in an object of affection
But in time because you idolise there is only disappointment

I was flying so high in your perfect sky
But I needed to fall cannot have it all

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)
Do yourself a favor
Save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
(Why'd you want to bother find yourself another)

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)
Do yourself a favor
Save yourself
Don't pick me for someone else
(Why'd you want to bother find yourself another)

Don't need to compromise
I don't need to occupy the floor
There's a danger in boxing in my sin
And all that I am..

It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
(Why'd you want to bother find yourself another)

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)

-Darren Hayes : Hero


There you go. Understand !??!

Moving agn ah?!?!

2006-05-18T07:30:00.000+10:00

Got woken up with a start..MUMMY!! I hate u sometimes! She found it amusing when I started to mumble a string of profanities into the space.. damn. Must remember not to mumble them next time. PiangZ~ She can even have the decency to say, "What if the kids heard you say those?" So I said, "It's in Hokkien lor.. how they understand sia!?" Then she ... LAUGHED!

I know she's my mummy and I can't hurl vulgarities at her. But she doesn't mind when I do it...occasionally. I was having once of those really awesome dreams when she literally yanked me under the covers by pulling both of my feet from the end of the bed. " #@$% indeed!" Cliff-hanger now. It would be a miracle if I got that same dream again..

Woke up to find out that we are going to view these 2 houses like 4 streets away from where I am now. Dun worry, I'm still living in Dee Why. I love this suburb. 'Course I dun wanna stay in Dee Why for the rest of my life. When I'm rich, I wanna live at Palm Beach.

Sian ah.. This will be the 4th time we are shifting.. Mummy, faster buy a place!!

%^&*.. I'd juz go ahead and say ..Fuck.

~*~*~*~*~*~*

Imouto-san..Otanjobi omedeto!! Love you~

Drabbles #3

2006-05-16T18:02:00.000+10:00

Before I start. I'd like to add this wonderful MV. FEAST UR EYES~

Anyway, It's rather amazing when ppl stumble onto ur blog and read stuff that you thought were only met for the ppl who views ur blog on a regualr basis. Sorry. I was rambling. So it's been surprising to find out that Gonzi and Noodlez read my entrys..hmm. Ok. Maybe I should add them as one of my links. But then again, how many ppl on my links have I visted regularly?
So thanks to Gonzi and Noodlez for reading my shitz.

And also, I got a wonderful surprise when I checked my tagboard. Dallas tagged me also. Most very appreciated. Although I dunno you at all but I'm sure that will be rectify once I'm back again in Singapore. Ok so what am I? The grand-aunt? Ok it sounds kinda old..hmm..just dun go to the point of calling me 'oba-san'...i will go crazy. I hate being 20 yrs old already..I can't imagine myself as an 'osa-san' I think I'll juz throw myself across the highway and wait to get run over my a four-wheel drive.

I will say it once again. I am bored. I am the colour of 'Purple'. Deep Purple. My mug ispurple, my sandals are purple, my mummy bought me a purple top. I am so Purple it's not funny anymore!! (Purple is the colour of something..)

Oh yes. This blog would cease to exist if I didn't rant about how disgusting I am. So to add in my usual dosage of self-loathing.. I AM FAT!! I AM FAT!! I AM LIKE A WHALE!! LOOK AT ME!!! Anyone wants to use my fat to make lipstick PLS DO!! Take em!! Take em as far away from me as possible!! The only thing I hate abt winter is that it makes me FAT. FAT AND UGLY!! I'm GROTESQUE!!

G.R.O.T.E.S.Q.U.E!! F.U.G.L.Y!! I make kids have nightmares because of gross!

There..I'm feeling much better...Love u all.

Cheers~

"Itchy"

2006-05-14T23:52:00.000+10:00

Liao niang very sian lah hor. Grace sian..lao niang more sian. Saw Dustbin's blog, le..my turn to continue that obsession!! My fav slut song~~ Woo hOO!~~

I Love Pussycat Dolls - Buttons!!!! Their latest song.

I read from Dustbin's blog and learned that I have an 'extended family' Ok. Dallas and Royson izzit. Yeah, will meet them when I'm back the next round. Say, do they know how to play mahjong? HAHAAH!

I am so sian. I need retail tharapy. I wanna go and re-bond my hair again. Pfft, dun hate me cuz I'm vain. Hate me cuz you can't be me. Buhahah!

Piss off!

Drabbles #2

2006-05-10T16:47:00.000+10:00

I left my cell at work. On the staff dining table. I went back. Got a call from my collegues and then realised that my fone is at work! I rushed down to collect it. All the time I was hurling colourful expletives back and forth thru my head.

I'm a blur bitch..

I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
Although she's just a girl that is your friend
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you
- Alicia Keys : Girlfriend

Mi

2006-05-09T15:18:00.000+10:00

Why Am I writing this in red? Cuz I'm sian.

I want love. I'm want love! I'm frustrated and I can be sexually frustrated also! I can be horny sometimes! And dun throw vibrators at me. I dun need them!!

One last time, I dun want kids!!

Lirong: I want a bf..*sobs*
Jeslyn: Mahjong leh...I want to play mahjong...
Grace: I love shane. Let me have shane hor pls. heehee

Side-line work

2006-05-07T02:11:00.000+10:00

My god. I can be such a bitch without trying. Good or bad? Go figure.

I am contemplating about being a 弧狸精

Of all the occupations. Why? Cuz my darling gd friends think I'd make a good one. Who said so..Dustbin sis (chinese new yr that time) and Lirong PonPad!

Wah Kao eh~~ I look like one meh?! Dun like that lah...ppl is a pre-school teacher trainee ok!! PRE-SCHOOL TEACHER!! ..not 'fox spirit'. Then my bestest friend of 10 yrs..10 YEARS said that it can be my 'night occupation' wah lao, simi lan jiao?!?! Sounds so sleazy ok!!! But I know she's joking nia..or i hope!

~*~

To,

LiRong aka PonPad: U pls lor..go drool at ashin lah! Leave my Shane alone...I like cannot ah!! And no night occupation hor! I take watermelons and throw at u ok! Miss u ah. Dun cry cuz u love me too much hor! I will cry buckets de~

Grace: U got which Season of L Word, trade leh! Thanks for adding me in friendster ah. I tot my friendster rot le, cuz no more ppl added me..haha! Thanks for telling me a lot of 'stuff' too..hahaha!~

Jeslyn: Mazdas very cheap here in Sydney leh...buahhaa~~ Jhio anot!?! I miss u a lot a lot leh. Wait I buy one Mazda make u envious..no lah..me like Volkswagen. Love u lots Dustbin!

Roy: WEi, you think we all forgot abt u le har? BZ mah, so no time to talk lor. You also can pm me in msn mah hor. Dun always come ask me things nia leh. Ppl also wanna know wants up in your life mah hor. That's what friends are for. Miss you!

Timmy: Study hard hor!! Study as hard as u can!~~ I want to motivate u now. Hear this, "MOTIVATE! MOTIVATE! MOTIVATE!" Jia You ok. Dun work too hard until fall sick hor. Make me and dustbin worried more later.. Love u~~

Nadia: You din update me on what's been happening ah..here n there I guess what has happened already. But you talk to me online next time ok? Paiseh leh, these past few days so bz, no time to talk to u..Sorrie leh..you take care hor.

Shinie: Herbalife..I want it so badly. I want to eat it asap. I want to look completely different when I go back to Singapore for my 21st. I hate the old me. I hate what I look like now! I hate it so much it makes me sick.....I want herbalife!! Imouto-san, haiyaku!

~*~

I tell u all lah. I seriously hate how I look and act now. I hate it so much I disgust myself. It just makes me so sick. There were days where I just refuse to look into any reflected surfaces and went to work without any make up. Yeah, not even drawing my eyebrows. I feel so fucking sick of how I look and act.

I refuse to look and act the way I am now. I want an overhaul. I want to look different when I'm back in singapore the next time.

Errgh. Lemme just lie in my own disgusting state for the time being...

2006-05-04T16:28:00.000+10:00

Please pass around this if you can. Paste it on your blog or whatever..anyway.
~*~

20 year old female waiting to shower lots of affection. Looking for someone who is passionate abt life and yearns for someone to protect. Must be able to sustain intellectual squbbles now and then. A great sense of humour would be much appreciated. Age range 20-30.
For more info, pls contact he person who posted this.

~*~

I am advertising for myself god dammit!~

Drabbles #1

2006-05-02T12:41:00.000+10:00

I wrote this because I'm bored.

What truth be told when it is not seen
What sight to behold if ye cannot see
Who dost seek with no sight?

Oh LORD have mercy on me
Who is trapped in the labyrinth of woe

Blinded by sin.
Lost am I to light.

Palms clasped, eyes closed
LORD have mercy on me...

~*~

Ok done.

I am so bored it's not funny..

2006-05-01T13:00:00.000+10:00

Remember the occasions where you stop whatever you are doing just to ask youself,

"WTF am I doing?"

I dropped my bags after work and went for a jog. YES in the mid-day sun. Fuck, it's cloudy ok. I ran..in my skirt, and lame looking top..barefooted. Cuz I forgot my shoes when I stepped out of the hse...too lazy to climb back up the hill.

I ran..then stopped..then ran again. Then checked my cellphone..then ran while trying to sing some trashy oldies from Julie Andrews, "Shall we dance..lalala~" For a moment, I thought I was strengthening my lungs..that was until I whipped out Miss Menthol.

drats.

So I continue running and running after my drag. And I ask myself, "WTF am I doing?" I tried reasoning out by stating that it's cuz I wanna lose weigh. Then I was like, "screw that~ I'm going home to type up shit on my blog."

And here I am. Wondering again, "WTF am I doing?"

~*~
Shinie n i took pics..

Imouto-san & Onee-san '06 !~!~

Another surprise..

2006-04-24T13:09:00.002+10:00

When I got hom from work..I went to the toilet to PANG SAI (crap)..then the drop bell rang.."fuck~~" I go and quickly n disgustingly clean up myself and went to the door..the postman told me to sign something..I pity his pen. Anyway I got a package from Jeslyn Dustbin~

Inside got a lot of things man..i reached in a pull out a few times..then i shake the package and out comes this tiny red packaging..inside, there a necklace!!! With..my NAME!! My very own personalised nnecklace..and in case u think it's those kind which u have engravings...NOPE!! FAT CHANCE. This was what I was looking for when I went to Malaysia~~

Can you spot it...it's very tiny and cute~~

Ok, close up!! Nice rite?? LAO NIANG eh Dua pai(big-shot) name!!

Then I go for the thinnest card, it's from TIMMY!! My dear dear TIMMY ah JIE!! Omg, the card is so cute ok!??! I case u all dun, I am a sucker for cards, I keep every single one I've received...Kitty cats..so cut leh..i love animals..Thank leh!! This birthday is definitely one of the best I've had..and also cuz i knew u and jeslyn. Thanks for being my friend.

Then I dive for the letter which was written in green-coloured paper..I LOVE GREEN/SAYA SUKA HIJAU/WO XI HUAN LU;QING SE/WAH SU KA CHE SEK/MIDORI na DAISUKI! Ok..u get it I like green already?? It;s folded into an origami which looked like a shirt!! Buahahahah~~ I0 read it le..i cry u know!! The i had to touch up my make up so that i wun look like a ghost when i those these pics for this blog entry. I cry , cuz I am happy. Happy that there still people who remembers me on my birthday. So if I die single without kids, at least there will be such people called friends who will be at my deathbed and funeral..I'm so touched!!

Then she said something about doing something to maybe someone die of envy..buahah! I like it mah...that's y i publicise load load on my blog so that ppl will envy me ma!! Buahahah!! Dustbin siters are borned evil!! NATURALLY EVIL!

These are the suff I pulled out from the package...
timmy's card is above, below it there's the DVD of Cash, MoMo dancer de interview..then the tiny gift in the red package..and Jeslyn dua hao lian creativity kinda card lor!!

See the card Jeslyn Dustbin made for mi..so pretty...a lot of effort one of my fav cards now..me not so creative as her..maybe I'd writing something in my own blood next time for her b'day..that's creative and memorable enuff.~~

Then Lirong PonPad sent me a b'day card a few days b4 my actual birthdate..very nice also..i read it in last than 5 mins..buahha!! MY CHINESE IMPROVE LIAO LAH!! Very very touching too..i read it many time..i think I can memorise it by now...Thank a lot sister...that's one of the best cards u've given me..the best u've given me is still the one when I first left for Sydney...damn unforgetable cuz i cry n cry on the plane ALONE!!!!!

Draw a lot rite?? Her card has so many chinese words..god..she think she can confuse me, fat chance!! I've gone thru soo many anime such as Tsubasa Chronicle and Bleach(fuck so many books) in CHINESE ok!! CHINESE!! Not those US-translated ones ok!! Buahahah...of course improve like siao lah!!

Ok lah..thanks leh.. To lirong who gave me that card and Wang Lee Hom poster..hehe~ and especially to jeslyn to going all the trouble to change that necklance cuz the stuff was stupid and spelled my name wrongly!! Thanks to Roy, Da Jie; Sumei and Timmy for the money chipped in ah!! U Dun worry, i'll wear this until the time when we all become fucking rich and have our names on chains around our necks in DIAMONDS!! buahahah!

*goes off dreaming~~*

Thank god my computer co-operated!

2006-04-20T23:36:00.000+10:00

Praise the LORD!!! My computer finally detected my phone!! I can finally blog about my nice nice dinner...whereby I ate a...duck after more than...10 yrs!!! BREAKTHROUGH!!

BANZAI! BANZAI!

The process~~
A day after Easter. 15/04/2006:
Me after make-up. Damn! I didn't know my eyes looks so prominent. And my goodness, the whitening cream sure is working well.

Myself and my Mummy. We got the same lip colour, juz that mummy's is a lipstick, mine is lipgloss...

This is my mummy and her partner, Wayne. So sweet hor..nah bey, hao lian lah got partner! HAHA!~

See, I'm so family-oriented. I spend easter dinners with my kins. Left to right: Uncly Cary, youngest ah yi, Mummy and Wayne.

3-course at french restaurant in..Allambie Heights(god, i hate that place!) Unbelievable meal..

My char-grilled baby octopus entree~~ Nice..nice..

It's the duck..and it's half of it!! Seriously my mummy forced me to order it. I got no say cuz they were treating me..so yeah...turned out.. it's sooooo soooo delicious!! "Taihen des!! Taihen darou!!! Honki da..o~~o~~OISHII!~~~" It's half a duck roasted then braised in orange brandy. I can cry describing the flavours to you! All I can say is, that's one of the rare occasions in Trina Tan's history where she ate something 'foreign' to her.

As it's in french, I didn't know what was what. Well, just what! So I sticked to ordering Tiramisu. Also, I sia suay myself by pronouncing it wrongly..the waiter had to say, "The-ram-esu rite miss? Ok." Ning nah beh..sia suay liao! Bet u all also dunno it's pronounced like that rite!??! huh? HUH! All of us pronounce it as what? "TEE-RA-ME-SU" rite?! Cheh!

ok lah..blog finish leh...

Happy late easter everyone!~ Anzac Day coming already..what have we got planned shinie?

My stupid computer~!

2006-04-18T00:34:00.000+10:00

I had a nightmare. So I've decided to blog for the good of man-kind..dun worry it's not about my nightmare. All I can say abt that is it's ghastly and gory.

Anyway, I wanna blog abt how pek chek(fed up) I am with my computer. It can't detect my cellphone. I can't upload pics into(my saturday dinner!! which was like so good... i can cry~) my computer and worse still. I can't upload Wang Lee Hom's "Fang Kai Ni De Xin" song into my phone! Pls, I dun mean that song's chorus(doesn't blend it well with the RnB)..i just wanted the front verses..cuz reminded me of Nelly/Usher!~

I tried installing and restarting my computer a few times..but.. I've had this problem b4 so it's nothing new..but i really wanted to blog abt my dinner lor! Cuz it's the first time after more than ten yrs that I eat duck meat. You all know that Miss Trina Tan doesn't eat stuff that goes Oink, Moooo~~, Baaahhhhhh~~, and QUACK! And surprising after my mummy n my aunt pestered me to try the roasted duck on the menu..I did!! It didn't smell "duckie" at all..amazing!!

~*~
So I gave up on re-installing my fone for the time being and went to kaypoh(nosy). I went n see-see other pple's blogs.

OMG!! Sooooooooooo sweet~~

Nadia and SL's video clips(pls, they are not porn~) the ones where by they are on the swing. OMG, the sweetness of the clips overwhelmed the simplicity of the whole 2 scenes. Can you imagine juz recording someone you love on video while they are making silly faces at you? Goes to show how confortable and close they are. First clip showed SL filming Nadia..so kawaii~~ 2nd Clip was SL looking damn farnie..but then the thing that touches me the most is almost at the end when Nadia, who was the one filming SL said, "I Love you" in the background..and when SL swing and reached her, he said, "I Love You" back... The simplicity of those words. . . My god it reached a thousand miles. I felt like crying after watching he 2nd clip because it was...

Beautiful.

Seeing Nadia n SL so happy with each other, I'm also happy for them. Wedding must invite me hor! I will fly back to attend!

I wished I "am" in similar situations as them. Nothing fancy, just having someone to love and be loved..

Do you wish to be in the similar position as them too?

My RAZR V3~~~

2006-04-15T17:41:00.000+10:00

Knn lah~~ Just now accompanied my mummy to buy groceries at Woolies. I wanted to take my pur out of the bag..then my precious pink V3 fell...

I saw it tumble out of the bag..and almost fell to the ground, it did a half summersault before i reached out to grab it...but my hands slipped and it cascaded..almost reaching the ground when I caught it by their dangling accessories..my cute pink and army green "gong tao" dolls (voodoo dolls)...for the love of Christ, my darling V3 was saved by my "gong taos" ...

So we proceeded to shop in woolies..when we were at the check-out counter you know what happened?? My dear mummy forgot to bring her wallet (inside got her credit cards)..so she fished for her spare purse..inside only have $50!~~ Arrgghh!! The horror of having $50 in your purse with a whole trolley-full of groceries is not farnie at all..Deborah, Shinie..oh juz everyone staying in australia will know lah!! Horrified sia..I wanted to cry also..so i started fishing for my wallet to save my mummy..but i am so fucking unlucky..or in other words..Kan ni nah lah..an zhuar ah ni suay (not anna sui hor my dear jeslyn~) !!!! I left my wallet in my GUESS bag..i was holding onto my sportsgirl clutch today in case u guys are curious. I am such a stupid stupid bimbo!!! My eftpos (NETS ah same..) cards are inside my wallet lor!! Fuck sia! Why I'm so blur as to leave it in my guess bag!

So I fished for the spare purse..the one that almost caused me to drop my precious V3 baby..and you know what..MY V3 FELL OuT!! It fell to the floor!! And i lost my cool by screaming, "WAH KAO EHHHHHH!!!" i heard my mummy said , "fuck!" when she heard my cellphone drop. Luckily I was crouching while searching for my purse..so it didn't fell from a great height..still..fucking suay(unlucky)!

Luckily i got $85 in my spare purse..plus my mum's $50...we still had like $12 left over after paying everything...nah beh..actually wanted to go to Supre to get hot pants and belts ..end up both of us got a combine of $12 only. You tell me how to go to Supre to spend $$ like that!?!? then mummy keep saying , "paiseh lah..Later then compensate u lah darling.. Arboh we go home and bring our wallets then go to Supre?" I told her quickly, "NO! Pls! We have to climb up that hill and go down then shop then climb up the hill again..dun want lah... Mummy ah, let's go Gloria Jeans drink kopi lah!"

So we went Gloria Jeans...to la kopi...if only i could whip out my ciggies and take a drag in front of my mum..

KNNBCCB!

2006-04-14T01:47:00.000+10:00

Today is a definite.. KNNBCCB day!

I went out today.. juz b4 i went out..this ulu 24 yr old Singaporean lady added me in msn... the she beat around the bush until she confessed. She went to the point by asking me, "Are you interested in Darryl?" (note: Darryl is the male collegue of my mum. My mummy intro him to me..says he's a very nice boy..He's singaporean too btw..) Then I was like, "erm...how can I be interested in someone whom I've never met b4?" And she went, "Oh good..cuz i'm his gf." I went..

WTF?! Ex..exc..excuse.. EXCUSE ME??!!!

So being the damn nosy person I am, I retorted, "I thought Darryl said he's single?" She said, "oh no, we've been dating each other for 1.5 yrs already. I love him very very much!"

Now I wonder, does DATING justify being bf/gf? Might be in Singapore, but not in Australia leh! So far as to what I've been told, DATING in australian terms meaning juz hanging out ..maybe a bit of kissing..touch here n there..but not as in STEAD bf/gf type of realtionship leh. Couplehood in Australia means saying stuff like, "We are an item." or, "We are together" If I'm not mistaken, she totally misunderstood the word dating. So I asked her, "So erm, does he love you?" She said, "Erm, I think so." ALAMAK! U tell me pek chek anot.

This char boh has "unintentionally" seen the correspondance between Darryl and I. That was part of her confession. And telling me many many times not to be interested in him. So I got fed up and asked her, "If he treats you ask his gf and loves you so much as u thought so, why does he go around telling ppl that he's single?!" And she tells me, "I dunno! I want to meet his parents but he didn't bring me..blah blah.."

HELLO. What has that got to do with meeting his parents. And WHY the HELL would u wanna meet the parents of the guy you are just DATING? Getting married ah?? Or are you knocked up (note to singapore friends: KNOCKED UP is a slang for getting pregnant.) . Then talk so much ..then tell me to stay away from him lah cuz she loves him very very very muchto the moon and back (wait..not that song..pls!) . She reminds me a lot abt Lao Niang also leh. Cuz I also love this guy very very much..but not until so jialat until to the moon and back(pls dun sing..).

Darryl Chew, you sure this char boh not your gf? You pls ah..dun go out wif another char boh (me lah~) b4 settling this one hor..even though it's dating nia. KAO eh, she damn scary lor..apparently she read each and everyone of our correspondace to know my msn..cuz i used my gmail to send emails..i think it's number 12th email that i wrote my msn down...damn it! Lucky i didn't write anything incriminating ..if not, i think she will curse me.. TO THE MOON AND BACK!

-*-
This is the second KNNBCCB thing. Whole day...whole fucking day wanna light cigarettes also cannot light. Now autumn nia, so windy le..then winter how to smoke like that!? I have to cover my whole facial area juz to light up..then.. ni-na-beh-chao-chee-bye-boh-tio-kan-fucking-son-of-the-bitch-wanking-mother-fucker-with-n- balls

MY beautiful Rebonded hair almost got BURNT!!! K~~~N~~~N!!!

i want to cry lor. Just lighting up one cigarette nia..i almost became ugly. I want to get a Jet lighter..u know those windproof ones. If not winter comes..damn! Will be seeing me swear like fuck again!

KAN! FUCK! FICK!

Penny for your thought

2006-04-12T17:40:00.000+10:00

I got this off from Jeslyn...though it sound far-fetched and a little juvenile, I think this is one of the most sensible articles I've came across. The english translations would be placed below..this will be the test for my chinese..hmm
~*~

人的一生會遇上的四個人

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人。

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.

首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。

但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。

你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你。

當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？

愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，

如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。

真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。

兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!

明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”

在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你

~*~
In a lifetime, we come across 4 kinds of individuals. (translation of the above passage)

In life, we are constantly seeking for lessons in love. There would be four kinds of people in ones life.
The first would be ourselves.
Next would be the one we love most.
The third would be the one that loves us most.
Lastly, the one who we would spend the rest of our lives with.

Firstly you would find the one that you love and understand what it is like to be in love.
Once experiencing love, you will notice the person who loves you.
Once your love is reciprocated and you learn how to love, you will have a clear idea on what you are looking for in a relationship; thus be more viable in looking for someone more suitable who would then spend the rest of their life with you.

Unfortunately in reality, these 3 ideal manifestations does not occur within the same person.
The one you love; may not me the one that picks/love you.
The one that loves you; may not be the one you love.
And in the long run, the one that is with you may not be the one you love most and might not even love you back therein. He/She might be at the wrong place but at a right time.

Which person would you be in some other person's life?
No one is subjected to a change of heart on purpose, when he/she love you; they really did.
But when he/she does not love you; they really did not.
There is no way he could feign his love if he does not truely love you.
Similarly, one cannot feign love when they cease to love.

When someone leaves because he/she cease loving you, ask yourself,
"Do I still love him/her?"
If not, never hold him back because of your pride.
If you still do, you would want him/her to be happy also and hope that they find their better half soon.
Do not hold them back.
If you you stop them from gaining happiness, it means that you do not love them anymore.
If you do not love him/her, what rights have you got to blame them if they have a change of heart?

Love is not restraining/holding onto.
Loving the moon does not mean that you can have the moon and place it in your sink.
But the moonlight might still shine into your room.
In other words, when you love someone, there are other means of cherishing.
By letting the one you love be an everlasting memory in your life.

Love you really love someone, you have to love him/her for what they are. For better or worse.
Loving their good points as well as the bad ones.
Never change a person you love in hope of him being your ideal partner.
If unsuccessful, you will cease loving him/her.

When you truely one someone, there are no reasons.
You will only know that regardless where and when, in good or bad mood, you will want them to be with you.
True love is when a couple is able to withstand obstacles, with not even a slight requisition.
Afterall, you have to make sacrifices in relationships and not just gaining.
Separation is a common occurance.
If the relationship is not strong, it is time to accept fate.
True love will never turn in hatred.

When a couple is wispering sweet-nothings to each other, they love to ask one another to go on oaths.
Once taken the pledge of love, why do we still require one another to take oaths?
That is beacause we do not trust each other, we basically do not want to trust one another.
And all these pledge of eternal love is also very impractical.
"The seas may dry and rocks may crumble, and let the lands be parched."

The fact is, the sea will not dry, and rocks will not all crumble furthermore will the lands be parched totally.
Even if it will, we would not live till then.
When taking an oath please take note, never ever swear on things that are likely to happen.
It is best if it is something which is not possibly done or achieved.
Beside, you would not be able to fulfil them so some random and far-fetched oaths would do you no harm.
But remember, "Promises which are far-fetched are the most alluring."

In love, people stand something and do another.
The person saying it does not ebelive it themselves, the one listening not them does not belive them either.
What about you? Which person have you found?
In such a vast population, who did you meet? Who has met you then?

~*~
Shite, I think my brain juice has dried up. This is by far the most difficult thing to do. Translations!! Lemme take a breath. God this is good! I'm impressed with my translation. So now lazy Jia Kan Tang(potato) pple (includes me) can read this easily... and Shinie can read this easily too..

Birthday '06

2006-04-10T17:08:00.000+10:00

Ok. The long-awaited 2006 Birthday post.

-*-
1st April : At Bianca's Place. With Tina, n Bri.

Me Getting ready to go to Biana's. I know..I am very "la4 da4" (hokkien). Cuz it's April's Fool day what do u expected me to wear?

My dinner dishes prepared by the girls. Steak, Fetta pastries, Salad(inside got pine nuts..yum!) and potato patties.

The girls with the food. Bianca, Bri and Tina.

My dessert which was made by Bianca. Strawberry moouse!!~

Tina n Bianca with their Wine..show-off!

Bri n I doing stupid faces. Funny what alcohol does to perfectly gorgeous ppl! Buahaha!

Me n Bri again, trying to look more toned-down and gorgeous from the previous shot.

Look at the table at bianca's balcony...so messy. Filled with cigarettes and wine!

-*-
6 April : My aunt's place.

Went out for family dinner. These are my pics ..i know I am vain. These were taken in my aunt's toilet! Haha!

Yeah!~ Zi Lian!

i hao lian my skinny arms cannot ah?! I like CANNNOT AH?!

My aunt damn itchy(cio)lor. She bought me a yellow g-string as a present with a $50 angpow..and the g-string is not my size lor! It's so loose..try one le..it rolled down till my knees..nah bey!

-*-
7 April: Bianca n I

We nuah at Brookie pub and talk cock..then we go to Dee Why Beach and went for tea and coffee. We were at this cafe and i noticed Josh Warrem and his whole family! Fuck sia. He saw us smoking and talking loudly about cocks. Fucking embarrassing cuz u know why..his mummy, Mrs Warrem ...is my high school IT teacher!!!!!

Bianca n I

My peppermint tea..so nice..

-*-
8 April: My hse party. With Koru((john), Bowser(Josh), Shinie(miki) and Shoe(mathias)

Went to the city to meet them. The go for lunch and shop shop. And the go for ktv. Siao~ I go and sing Huang Yi Ling songs..yaya..i wnana marry Tai Ke guys ok? Lirong dun worrie, Ashin n Xie Zhi are yours..even though i know they are very tai..haha~

Then i took em to my place they were staying the nite.The we explore dee why a bit..then went to the beach to play with sparklers. Thanks to gonzi for that gift b4 going home.

My lunch. Karaage chicken~~My fav!!

Me with my stuffed doggie called Potato. This was given to me by shinie and shoe.

Potato the doggie..so cute~

Shinie, Shoe, Koru n bowser on the bus on our way to my place.

Messy messy messy in my living room~

Gave shinie meimei a makeover while the guys were watching Little Britian.

Shoe n Shinie wrote this for me.

Bowser n Koru did this for me.

my lovely animania forum mates!! Thanks a lot guys!!

Shoe n his "fireball" I forgot how many sticks he was holding on to..8?

**********************

I will end off with this picture that jeslyn sent me..latest pic of Ash. Apparently Ash has been driven into insanity by none other then his already damn Siao owner, Jeslyn Pattern-Chua Dustbin! See what she did to poor AshAsh! He was lying there and she had to put that damn plaster on his head to make him look silly! Buahaha...funniest picture i've ever seen!

Madness!

Damn

2006-04-08T00:49:00.000+10:00

Why didn't you wish me

'Happy Birthday' ?!?!?!

Why huh!??!

Shit you.

Wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

I am waiting!!!!

p.s : Thanks to LIRONG, JESLYN dustbin, TIMMY (thanks 4 the b'day song on the phone..hehe~), Nadia, Seng Lee, Rod, Bianca, Shinie, Shoe mathias, Andi (Noodlez), Renato tomato, Xingyu, Bianca, Bri, Tina and Darryl...

p.s.s: Xingyu and Ailin, happie birthday to you both also~ ARIES rules!~!~

My Face is KOREAN?!

2006-03-31T18:29:00.000+11:00

Yah..anyway. After visiting nadia's n Ah SengLee's blog..i saw this really cool link abt face matching.

Face Matching

Here are my results. Apparently, I dunno why these are the celebrities yeilded cuz I dun think I look like them at all. I know Lirong has told me i looked like Katie Leong(Cho Chang) and Eunise Olsen..but them..erm..I didn't even realised they didn't even match me with a chinese..but KOREANS! Ok..I accept my fate. "Angyonghaseyo~~~~ jonen Trina imida."

~*~
The "BOA"

The "Song Hye-kyo"

Bet timmy would be glad. Jet Li ok!!

~*~
I look like Cho Chang! I look like .. CHO CHANG a.k.a KATIE Leong!!!! Not boa!! Never her!!! Not alike even a single bit!!!

2006-03-30T01:03:00.000+11:00

And of course~~ I've got it!! The... HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!

Oh god, you should have seen the expression on my face when my mummy whipped it out from her bag all wrapped up nicely..I was bawling my eyes out, screaming and jumping up n down. It was horrendous! Waves or should I say a mixture of feelings came to me in waves. OMG, I went hysterical!

Anyway, I've shown Lirong On my webbie came the first thing when I calmed myself down...she went ballistic! Of course having the thought of me sleeping with my dvd made her mad...cuz u know, he craze with Diggory and all. (Hello!! I'm going to snuggle up to harry and krum and SNAPE!!)

My god, The dvd is in my hands..I'm still shaking cuz I was anticipating it for so long.
LIRONG, envy me and eat your heart out!!

~*~

to Lirong(lili potty) : U sent the wang lee hom thingy already ah!? Omg, are u serious..omg i love u sia!! That will be kinda like my b'day pressie rite, even if it's cheapo and all..but thanks leh!! Or u can kidnap the real lee hom and send him over to me also can!~~ Buahaha! Thanks ah. Throw a party in spirit of me.

Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire DVD!!

2006-03-29T15:45:00.000+11:00

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire DVD is out Today in Sydney!!!!!!

*hyperventilates*
Ok..I hope my mummy bought it already..cuz it's gonna be my b'day pressie from mummy. *krum..diggory!! *

Ok Lirong, u can scream all u want, I am going to watch GOF again!! Buahhaa. Diggory!! YOUR Diggory!! MY Krum and DRACO and my PROFESSOR Severus SNAPEEEEEEE~~~~AHHHHHHHhahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm like so excited! Go! Go! Slytherin!

Anyway, I'm looking forward to my b'day. Already it's looking promising. What wif the GOF dvd..and then this saturday, Bianca is going to trown a small party for me. Juz me and the girls..and dinner!! And drinks..omg, we have to get so plastered until we fall flat on our faces ok?! WE can't club cuz bri is going but it's ok! Then next week, shinie n da gang would be at my place..again we will drink and talk rubbish non-stop!! Weeeeeeee~~~

Life would be pushed up a notch if Lirong, Suzette, Belle, Rach, Dustbin dear, Timmy and Roy were here...

Anyway..that aside. I'm still trying to have a ball of a time!! :Þ

p.s: Lindsay Lohan's skinny frame rules!~

Amazing!

2006-03-28T00:55:00.000+11:00

GODS! I've juz read an article on Lindsay Lohan in an entertainment mag. And by jove, how does she do it?!

It says,

"Lindsay Lohan is back on her dieting obsession. From a much healthy weight ok 58kg in December 2005, to a shocking 46kg in March 2006."

58kg to 46kg in 3 months..fuck. How did she manage? What surviving on 3 meals with just water izzit? I take a meal a day, and I'm on the brink of passing out. Fuck man, how does she do it?

The article further stated that she confesses to doing a little drugs now and then while partying. Shite, what kinda drugs is she taking that allowed her to lose so much in 3 months.

Took me 6 months to be 48kg when i was 15 years old...in 3 months..how can it be possible!!

Crap, damn those hollywood hotshots. Damn Lindsay! Damn Nicole Richie! How do u guys do it!!

ARGGHHH! I want to be like u guys also!!!

What is a daddy?

2006-03-26T23:07:00.000+11:00

This morning I sat in front of the telly and watched MTVs as usual. Then Lindsay Lohan's The Confessions of a Broken Heart went on..and as I was eating my piece of toast while watching and listening closely to the lyrics...my tastebuds went numbed..I wanted to cry..Cuz that song hit home.

Here are the lyrics :

Lindsay Lohan - The Confessions of a Broken Heart

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I wear all your old clothes, the old polo sweater
I dream of another you the one who would never
never Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
Of a broken heart

I love you, I love you
I love you,I,
I love you,
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I dont know you
But I still want to
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
Tell me the truth
Did you ever love me
Did you ever love me
These are... the confessions of a broken heart

And I waited for the postman to bring me a letter...

Overdue neoprints

2006-03-26T15:32:00.000+11:00

Lirong n I

Dustbin sisters unite!

the nOObs pwns!~~~

Paiseh...I forgot to post em up here. I've almost forgotten that I've had em in my computer.. :Þ ..forgetful sia..not acting stupid!

Congrats to my friends

2006-03-25T18:25:00.000+11:00

Wahwahhhhwahhhh!! So many things happened these 2 weeks. This entry will be dedicated to the few ppl which i will mention below.

Lirong: Woo hoo! My dear PonPad sis, congrats! SMU called u to arrange for course interviews..u better arrang wif them the 2nd interview too ok. SMU! SMU! SMU all the way. Atas society! Don't fret ok. kasik lu tak boleh masuk SMU, you still have NUS and NTU ok. But still, I'm standing wif your dad in pushing u to be in SMU. Jia you~~ For ashin!!

YingRu: Er-Shao Ye, Going to ORD liao hor? Can continue your training at Shaolin liao. Eh do u have to shave your head anot? Cuz u are going there for training, not really going to be a monk rite? Can take pics anot? If can, u better take pics and send to me hor! Lemme see any hot Shaolin guys..mmm..hahaha!!

Jeslyn: Congrats to my dustbin sis! Nah bey!! Found your significant other liao hor!! Zhuai liao lah, cuz I dun have. Ok let you hao lian a bit..haha! I hope both you and Wills would be lovey-dovey together for a long long time. And also congrats to getting Eski. She's a sweet hunny~~ So tiny, just like a ball of fluff..makes me wanna get a 'potato' soon. Tell ashash I miss him alot..and say hello to eski, yuki and Wills for me. Help me to double-cuddle eski for me hor..she's such a sweetie. If Wills were to bully you hor, u tell me. I'll write em all down in my diary, and then come back and whack him all at one go. Dustbin sisters power up!

Timmy: You also lah...found your significant other liao hor!! Happie happie lah. After talking to you and asking jeslyn to tell me how your deardear is like, i'm glad for you. Cuz he sounds like a great person from what I've heard. Congrats!!! Oh yah one more thing, you dun worrie abt my dietary habits lah. It's not as bad as what dustbin said lor (nah bey dustbin ah jie, u told him what sia?). I will take care of myself. Cuz..I mean I dun wanna die yet..I haven't got married and stuff. LOL! And you ah, got anything if u can reach me online can send me emails ok. Dun bottle them up...very unhealthy de!

Ah Roy: Wah! Heard from dustbin u always go out clubbing in full-force with your ns kakis. You better take care lah. Cuz this is like the first time I heard you drink so much lor. Dun die b4 my 21st b'day hor. I will cry! And if you scared and feel disgusted when I cry, then you dun drink until so siao. Take care hor tell Baileys I miss her!!!

~*~
Actually dunno what to blog sia. Wanted to congratulate everyone but then it sounds rather random if i were to juz type that up in msn..and so informal and not sincere..so might as well ype it up here.

How come Harry Potter : GOF dvd is not sold here in Syd yet. Must wait until wednesday...excited sia. Mummy's gonna get it for me for my b'day. Ponpad, Diggory and harry potty ruleZ yeah~~ bloody hell if i sounded like a paedophile. Jie-Di Lian. I like cannot ah! :Þ

Few more weeks to my b'day. Gonna finally put that size 8 dress over my fat body. Will it fit correctly? I'm not sure yet. I will post the pics on my b'day ok. If it's horrendous, I'll post it up too. Juz hope I'll be able to squeeze in. I bought that dress without even trying for size. Cuz I bought it based on this season's colours..and cuz i wanna slim down to a size 8...jia you jia you jia you~ Still got 2 more weeks to lose it!

Will me luck!!

I wonder...

2006-03-22T15:01:00.000+11:00

You know those young women who cling to onto rich guys rite...why do they do that? Maybe mostly because of the financial security. I want a rich guy too...

I wonder...

How many rich guys would genuinely love a lady for who she is, even though she's middle-class? Or do they juz want those hot and sassy girlfriends who look good so that they can show of to their mates? Something on the lines of, 'Hey guys, check this new chick of mine. A-list material eh?'
Or do they really put their heart and soul into their relationships regardless of the lady hanging around him just for the sake of financial security?

How many of them are geniune?

I will become rich someday. Will that make me more suitable for rich cads? Will I marry for financial stability or love?

Financial stability has been pushing me not to have any future offspring. Ironic. A devoted pre-school teacher with no desire to have her own. But love? Love would make me want to have something. Something of my own. Our own.

Let's just pray and see that this day comes forth.

Tsubasa Reservior Chronicle

2006-03-19T16:01:00.000+11:00

This anime and manga series is damn nice ok~ Thanks to Noodlez, who copied this anime for me! I love Fye, he's so cute! And of course Mokona...i want to squeeze that tiny fatty ball of fluff.

And then, I wanna share this song which I came across while watching the anime. This song is so touching, not melodramatic or overdramatic..

Yume No Tsubasa (夢の翼 ){Dream of Wings ..I translated it directly. Can be 'wing of dreams' or 'dreaming of wings' whatever lah~}
-by Yui Makino

雨に濡れた頬は
　涙の匂いがした
　優しい眼差しの
　たびびと

　静かに響いている
　なつかしい音楽
　思い出せない記憶
　彷徨う

　夢は旅立つの小さな翼で
　思いの消えない場所まで
　二人で
　遠い海を空を越えて

　暗い夜の中で
　私を照らしてる
　優しい眼差しの
　貴方に
　会いたい…

~~~~~
And then the "angmoh version" is cuter.

You Are My Love
- Yui Makino/Eri Itou(dunno which lady sang it)

kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in silence
all alone
in ice and snow

in my dream
I'm calling your name
you are my love

in your eyes
I search for my memory
lost in vain
so far in the scenery
hold me tight,
and swear again and again
we'll never be apart

If you could touch my feathers softly
I'll give you my love
we set sail in the darkness of the night
out to the sea
to find me there
to find you there
love me now
if you dare...

kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in sorrow
all alone
to see you tomorrow

in my dream
I'm calling your name
you are my love
my love...

p.s: My new blogskin for the time being..cuz I wanna show my ardent support to Tsubasa Reservior Chronicles...Sakura n Syaoran BANZAI! hurhurhur~

Winfield Blue are extra mild??

2006-03-18T17:53:00.000+11:00

Yesterday met up with Bianca at Brookie pub b4 heading to Bri's..

I started work 7:30am yesterday..ended at 5:30pm. Then I had to rush home to change and touch-up my make up a little b4 zooming down to brookie. God, you wanna know what's it like being totally flat out? Ask me.

So while Bianca n I were staring at the wine list on the board, we were thinking, 'hmm, glass or bottle?'. Then bianca said, "Shall we have the Chardonnay?" Come on, it's so auto direct to assume that we are getting the bottle rite? Some we got a bottle of it..instead of 2 glass..I looked at Bianca, "erm..we can bring the leftovers to Bri's if you want.." I shrugged.

So we proceed to this ciggie vending machine juz at the side of the bar..and mind you, I'm still fascinated with vending machines that give out stuff other than toys, snacks and drinks..(Fuck that bloody machine, dun support MARLBORO!). Anyway, I got my new pack already so I'm fine..then after getting some change(yes the vending machine accepts coins nia..lame!) Bianca asked, "Do they have Winnie Blues..?" I asked, "Winnie blues is Winfield Blue izzit?" She nodded..and she said, "I dun want the extra mild ones..I want the winnie blues.."

I went like this =__________________=" and said, "Oi..your Winnie Blues IS EXTRA MILD my dear.." She went, \O___O/ "Izzit!?"

Buahahhaah!! Bianca, you've been smoking so long and u dunno what u've been smoking..how cute can u get!!! Awww...but I still love you..I'll look out for u more often!

And yeah..I still can't imagine how we finished that whole bottle of chardonnay...nice~ But then..we had to stumble to Bri's..and then from Bri's we had to walk all the way back to the main road where I got picked up by mummy and Bianca waited for a bus..God, my head was spinning wildly..I thought I'll juz die there n then. Had to stop halfway to puke my guts out..but nothing much came out..crap..and bianca kept telling me, "we're almost there...*stumble stumble*" Gods! We have to do tat again on friday ok!? This time..flat out! 2 bottles of chardonnay!

p.s : and Bianca, I like marlboro menthol..cuz of the menthol..I Like Cannot ah!? hehehe, dun scold me~~

'06 B'day list

2006-03-17T09:01:00.000+11:00

Time for me to be thick-skinned. Lao Niang, TRINA TAN YING HUI's 20th Birthday is coming!~~~~~
Shit, I'll still have to celebrate it here in Sydney ..this is my 3rd yr celebrating this in Sydney. Only next yr then perhaps..*sighhhhhhhhhh* Suan le lah..dun wanna think of it.

Anyway, it's the best when i can cherish your pressies so please get me stuff I can use, or eat, or wear. Here's '06 list:

1. LV Monogram Pappilion bag

2. Gucci Wallet

3. Dior Sunglasses(either the 1st or 2nd one)
4. Dior Gourmette Bracelet.(The one in 'Urban Chic' colour would be much preferred.)
5. Liu Xing Hua Yuan/Meteor Garden 1 DVD(my vcd spoiled already~ *cries* "Dao Ming Siii~~")

6. Anna Sui t-shirts!
7. Myer/David Jones Shopping Vouchers.
8. Ciggies (ONLY Marlboro Menthol pls..)..those of u can find viceroy or marlboro menthol light...pls also get em for me...& come on, dun be a cheapskate n buy juz 1 pack ok! HAha~
9. Lancome Juicy tubes. (No Reds)
10. Christian Dior Plastic Gloss.(No Reds)

~*~
For the above branded stuff excluding the branded make-up...u guys can help me get the fake ones..but they must be AAA grade. Or if you find them too expensive, you can juz slow some lose notes into a birthday card and pass it to me! Thanks!

Come on..it's my 20th afterall!!

Omedeto!!!

2006-03-14T11:40:00.001+11:00

Happy! I'm so happy for myself. I have taken another step closer to fulfilling my dream as a qualified pre-school teacher. I wanna thank my mentors, Marilyn and Anne for giving me this opportunity and my agent, Allison, for recommanding me to them.

Words cannot describe how thankful I am for the chance given. With upmost sincerity, I will do my very very best. Thank you for your patience to coach me and put up with my mistakes. Your support and confidence in me has touched me and thus pushed myself to work harder. Therefore, I wish that you can bear with me for the next 12 months. With your encouragement, I will succeed.

Once again, thank you very much for this opportunity.

Sincerely,
Trina Tan

~*~

This was what I've been working hard for... finally something for me to hold on. Something for me to look forward to. I've never studied throughout my life...just breezing through exams. I've done many odd jobs before finally settling with this education agency. My work had been shaky at the start because I didn't know what to except. Hell, I didn't know how to handle children and it's worse when my agent assigned me most of my jobs with infants and toddlers. I have be repriminded before for not being able to handle them properly.

But graduately, I've learnt to love my job. The joy of having the kids run towards me to giving me a morning hug once I step into class each day contantly remids me that what I've done for them and what I've endured for the past 8 months was worth it. I have gain recognition from my agent who has recommanded me to my wonderful mentors. Most importantly, I have gained the trust of the little people I work with.

God has really blessed me. I thank the Lord and my friends who are contantly supporting me throughout my struggle.

Thank you; Lirong, Jeslyn, Belle, Hanwei, Sharon, Nadia, Timmy, Bri, Tina, Bianca, Kai, Matthias, Roy..and all the regulars at the forum, especially, Noodlez, Shinie, Shoe and Gonzi.

And to my special angels who have been guiding and watching over me so many years, YuRou & YuTian, thank you so much. Thank you for listening to my prayers and thank you for always hearing my complains...I am so sorry to only talk to you whenever I'm down. May the both of you be in peace because . "Trina nana" is happy again. I love you both so very much and I miss you dearly.

Hondarake Store~

2006-03-04T21:27:00.000+11:00

Oh! Us geeks(Noodlez, Shinie, Shoe, Bowser and I) went to this jap bookstore in the city. We walked the long way cuz of Shinie's wonderful directions..hurhurhur! I think Noodlez was a little mad at that..but anyway..we still managed. I bought something for MH which I thought was kinda nice..cuz I dun think he'll have them! So on monday then I'll send it out ok! Xi Wang Ni Hui Xi Huan!

Also..we took photo-stickers and camera-whored like mad~~Sibei buay tahan sia~!

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Fucking hilarious

These guys drew the prints until so funny..crazy bunch!

Shinie n I.

Noodlez and I.

Bowser and I...

Shoe and I...fuck, why did i blink!

This was taken after photo-stickers taking..lol~~

After sending Shinie to the bus station, Shoe came back and joined us at SUBWAY~ From 5 geeks..to 4. Note: I'm such a good girl, I didn't eat a single thing today!!

Went to Kino to get comics while shoe got some..interesting books..haha! 101 Things To Do B4 you DIE!

I dunno what Shoe is pointing at...

Shoe taking a pic of mi while i took a pic of him taking me..wtf! I'm confused!

Noodlez reading that weird 101 book while shoe is still taking photos of me!

Aww..Bowser is tired..

My tired face...

Then we went home after the camera-whoring at the food court..didn't stay for the Mardi Gras..CRAP!

Boring post

2006-03-03T15:39:00.000+11:00

First of all, I'd like to congratulate my sister, PonPad on her amazing A'lvls result!!
Gong Xi! Gong Xi Lirong!! I am damn happie for u lor..you are one more step closer to becoming a lawyer's gf!! HAhaha~~

Also, I wanna congratulate myself for being able to lose 3 kg..yeah~~

Ok. I'll juz blog 3 pics today..sibei sian..nothing exciting.

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See my face!! Not so rounded anymore rite..omg, I'm like so happie that my face is not so rounded anymore!

I dun like this brand...Menthol like no menthol like that..sian..somemore so big packet..25 sticks ok! I think I'll have to pass more than half to Bianca, if not i dun think i can finish..

Green jumper, green bag, green water tumbler, mentol ciggies in green packaging..lol~~ I love GREEN!! Midori/Qing/Cheh/Hijau. (english, jap, mando, hokkien and malay!)

Nice pic..

2006-03-01T01:26:00.000+11:00

I stumbled upon this picture which I think was quite cute. These two characters are from BLEACH anime. Apparently, I like this pairing a lot..cuz i think that momo-chan and hitsugiya(watever his name is) taicho should be together. Suteki ne~

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Look~~I am..

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